Busy and Tiring

Today is a tiring.. Morning went to inspect a HDB block in Bedok area its a 3 Room NG. but the Owner hack off the storeroom so that one of the bedroom looks bigger. After that, i went to townhouse located along Upper East Coast Road..Well hopped into a cab. Unfortuanately, the driver did not know how to get to that place, so Maggie showed him the map and im so surprised the driver was either rather blur blur or he dont know how to look at the map..He is just giving me an impression that he dont even know where he is and dont know how to follow the direction by looking at the map..*Ha*.. Then ended up going in a wrong direction, so he got to U-turn back and then go straight.. then found out that is the correct direction.. OH Man!! and he keep saying look at the map. did u see this road .. did u see that road name. OH MIND.. sigh!!! Well nevermind at least, we end up finding the place..WOO.. its a new townhouse.. and that is where the biggest problem will arrive.. ITS the measurement..Maggie called up the agent, and eventually she was late. so we waited outside for awhile..Well waiting i took pics of the exterior and the terrace at the opposite of the townhouse.hee.. fun fun ne.. YO ho.. after about 10 mins, the agent arrived. We then get in and start out job..Take pics and measurement for the property.. Its a 3 storey townhouse and beside it is a chinse temple..Can imagine that plot area of it .its super big man!!!WOW WOW WOW... The worst thing is that, she said we are wearing heels. so we got to take off our shoes before stepping in.. i was like ."Shit" the floor is so dirty and dusty.. arh.. then when i came out.. my feet are black like chacoal..EEEE!!! sickening.. ha!!! The agent even offered to give us a ride out to the MRT after the inspection. She even laughed at us when we are doing the measuring cause its really a tough job and its hard to visualise the shape of it too.. as there are alot of corners.. SIAN.. i was like eh.. valuation this job is not a rice bowl for me .. WHY? no.1 is that you need to prepare an amount for transports.."a few hundreds to be standby" Really make u poor like hell.. no.2 If kana landed property got to measure the plot size to find out the area of the land.. sickening.. if its a complicate with curve or whatever.. really a tough life as you got to draw out the layout first.. if visualisation is wrong.. definitely the measurements will be wrong.. then if all wrong.. then will get complain by owner or agent.. then you ownself DIE DIE lo!!! no.3 .. If kana HDB.. the HDB people are super duber nasty.. can asked u alot of question until u drop head.. if u value the property for too high.. they will asked you why u value for such a high price.. so many Y Y Y .. no.4 Sometimes for nothing they also complain for example you cant get the owner.. they blame you for not trying hard to get the owner so that you can go down as soon as possible to do the valuation.. OH man.. what the hell.. hai... no.5 if you are not alert enough.. write wrongly for the type of fixtures.. will kana complain also.. then company will come and find u .. and u ..DIE also lo... Haha .. After that back to office print plan include strata, site and location.. so many things.. plus write report.. and find comparables.. see no, lot no.. and map until blind..do until forget to find forced value..aiya MAN Back to ghim moh straight away went to teach yong xiang.. then his mum say sat wanna have extra lesson.. i was like ah.. cant sleep till late noon again before going to meet my kaki...AIYA.. work and work non-stop ne.. like a working machine..or washing machine??? haha Ok.. pics for today!!!

Hee !! tall tall building!!!

Love Is by Backstreet Boys

Just wanna share this lyric .. meaningful.. Yeahh Ooohh Yeah yeah Once there was a time love was just a myth It just wasn't for real, didn't exist Til the day you came into my life You forced me to think twice I didn't have too much, no I wasn't rich Gave me belief someday I'd be more than this That's why until this day I'm still your man Cause you made me understand that Love is kisses in a bean bag chair The two of us but no one there Love is the moment that I climb the stairs To hold you in my arms after we make love Love is waking up to see your face Or kissing in the morning rain Love is The only thing that keeps me sane At the end of the day is that I've got you You're my secret place where I can be myself You connect with me like nobody else Even though our circumstances changed Our love still remains Meet me on the ground, still you help me fly You taught me to be patient, I taught you to rely So no matter what tomorrow brings We got the simple things cause (noooo) Love is kisses in a bean bag chair (bean bag chair) The two of us but no one there (no one there) Love is the moment that I climb the stairs (ohh) To hold you in my arms after we make love Love is waking up to see your face (ohh) Or kissing in the morning rain Love is The only thing that keeps me sane (ohh) At the end of the day is that I've got you Love is A Sunday morning with the blanket wrapped around your waist Love is The way your lips seem to curve When you say my name (say my name ohh) Love is And when I'm stressing like the world's turning upside down Girl it all makes sense when you're around Love is kisses in a bean bag chair (yeah) The two of us but no one there (making love is) Love is the moment that I climb the stairs To hold you in my arms after we make love Love is waking up to see your face (yeah yeah yeah yeah) Or kissing in the morning rain Love is The only thing that keeps me sane (I'm gonna keep you baby) At the end of the day is that I've got you Love is kisses in a bean bag chair (bag chair) The two of us but no one there Love is the moment that I climb the stairs To hold you in my arms after we make love Love is waking up to see your face (I've got you baby) Or kissing in the morning rain Love is (baby) The only thing that keeps me sane At the end of the day is that I've got you Love is Waking up to see your face (say I've got you) Kissing in the morning rain (ooh) At the end of the day is that I've got you

A Fast Tuesday

Same thing.. as usual.. report to office then find strata plan and site plan of the apartments. Then draw out the layout of the shops in the neighbouring block in Jurong East Ave1.. Ard 10plus.. Maggi asked me to go to Republic Plaza at Raffles Place to return the keys to someone working at Jones Slang. After that, i went back to office.. and continue with my layout drawing Hee.. then before lunch time.. log into MSN for a while to chat.. Around 1.45, i packed my stuff and off i went to Jurong West.. Here are some pics taken at Republic Plaza

Hee.. Raffles MRT station

My New Macdonald toys which i bought today.. Thanks Greenie Monster for telling me that mac got new toys

Pictures Time

De Casalle

De Casalle Pool

Palmwoods located at Upper Changi Road

Joy Court at Joo Chiat

Joo Chiat

Pasir Ris Condo 1

Pasir Ris Condo 2

Sennett Place (Terrace)

Sennett Place(Terrace)

Calvin Klein Men Figure

Andy Lau CYMA Poster

Happy Meal Ronald Macdonald 1

Happy Meal Ronald Macdonald 2

Happy Meal Ronald Macdonald 3

Happy Meal Ronald Macdonald 4

Monday Green

Hee!! Early in the morning 8am .. sms the bakar monster to wake up.. Then 8.30am report to work..Then settle down and get on writing report,checking report and finding the location from street directory.. During lunch time, i had fried bee hoon which i bought from Ghim Moh Market in the morning.. After lunch off i go to jurong east ave1 to find out what are the nearby shops around the HDB area.. Hee.. then look at my time.. woo...its already 4.45 and had already fininsh up that area.. so off i went home home home.. Lala .. come home .. online .. and blog .After that going to meet monster to take back my cable so that i can upload my pics when i come back from kid service.. Tonight is yongXiang that mischevious boy.. Thats all..

Relax Sunday... Simply love it

Morning woke up.. continue ironing my clothes.. ha ..and do household chores..Then feeling hungry so go and cook hotdogs and crab meat sticks to eat lo..YUM YUM YUM.. Hee....My plan is that when mid-noon comes i will sleep and sleep and sleep till evening.. cause i wanna get back all my sleep..I WANT ALOT OF SLEEP... Poor complexion somemore.. *ARH*... My thoughts (This Morning) Today is 2 OCT 2005 .. its special & sad to me.. which makes me cry out suddenly.. Cause today is a day which my brother had been in Brisbane for ONE YEAR.. Which means i had not been seeing him for ONE YEAR.. Had not been shopping with him for one year.. had not been watching movies with him for one year..Had not been fighting with him over small issue for one year.. had not been stepping his shoes for one year Had not been playing with him for one year...REALLy MISS HIM BADly..*sob sob* Of cause i did get to hear his voice over the phone and get to see him(pictures)..Ha.. still the same old him.. Even though he had fun over there but most of the time he is suffering.. Really spending a miserable life over there...He needs to work and work and work all day long.. Especially on every fri evening,sat and sun. I really can imagine how his life is .. studying and working. its not an easy job and not everyone can be able to take it. Well including myself.. Been going for attachment and i got to rush home in the evening to teach kids..Really really tired.. That's is why i know how tough the life is for my brother.. of cause ..no matter how tired we are or keep complaining about how tough life is..THE MOST IMPORTANT IS BE HAPPY ALWAYS.. if not life will be really miserable... Brother .. REmember .. YOU AND ME .. cannot collapse... We must catch as much money as we CAN ...(& waiting for you to come back to sg) Here.. are somemore pics of the owner's doggies..Cute cute..

Update for one whole week!!! Duber Long ..

Wahha.. recently im so busy and tired .. cause running around east part and north-east of singapore to look at apartments and HDB for valuation.. Kinda fun.. and get a chance to take pics of the swimming pool.. hee .. so fun.. Yea... Learn alot of things like how to identify the types of tiles and the name of the fixtures in the apartments and HDB.. even can memorise what are the basic fixtures they have in it.. For example, vanity top, water heater, shower screen. For kitchen will be cabinets, sink support, oven..HaHa.. Most the the apartments are nicely decorated and feeling cosy too when i stepped in. Nice nice.. I was lucky enough as it was my first time to get a chance to look at how an excutive HDB look like.. super spacious.. Nice designed and renovated but its kinda a waste as the owner wanted to sell it away.. Oh yeah.. i was being chase by a female dog..she is so scary..She is a home doggy thus she is afraid of strangers, thus once she sees any strangers she will keep barking at them. Well i didnt offend her i just wanna take a pic of the kitchen. As the owner locked her in the kitchen therefore i could not take a pic of it so she got to bring her dog out to the balcony. When the owner wanted to bring her out she keep barking at me as i was standing infront of her. She bark and bark until her eyes turn red .. So fierce and i was scared so i run to the corner of the living room. The owner told me not to run just stay at my spot so that it will not make her even worst.. I was like arh ... HELP HELP!!! PHEW!! In the end i managed to take a pic of the kitchen. Hee!!! Thanks my shi fu MAggi who had taught me alot for the past few days..Hee!!! And she even let me try to do 2 valuation on condos and 1 on HDB.. I was afraid identifying the materials wrongly or forget to add in those fixtures which i didnt really go and look out for as i was nervous..Well at least she is standing beside me guiding me along. Woo.. finally its the last valuation which is at Upper Changi road. Nice decorated and quite spacious but not as spacious as the one located in Joo Chiat.. Haha .. Maggi then told me that i had already mastered half of it .. by the next week i can take over and then she will stand aside and rest.. and i will do it.. i was like oh man so stress up ne .. Well nevermind at least i got a chance to do 3 valuation .. Hee of cause with some help.. Haha .. isnt it a good start haa.. She even asked me " u been going around with me u not tired ah ?" i was like eh.. i used to walk alot ne and looking at property is a fun thing isnt it.. haa can take pics what Haha !!! SWIMMING POOL!!! But i just hate that i need to wear formal wear and that "bloody fucking shoes with heels" super duber pain and tired.. BLISTERS SOMEMORE!!!! *faint* Really tired for this week.. i think in the upcoming week i will be even tired cause i have teaching from mon-fri.. Oh MAN !!! *cry* Well nevermind .. think of money money money !!! then ok lo.. wahaa .. here are some pics which i had taken during valuation..well there are somemore being stored in my hp as currently my cable is with green monster..

Rio Vista 1

Rio Vista 2

Melville Park located at Simei

It kept licking my leg..haha!!

My working area

Nice View from the Pantry!!

Colleague's Kangroo with Scotch Tape..

My office Located at Raffles City

More pictures of properties coming up including swimming pool..Hee !! i will upload till i get back my cable from green monster the cable man.. Wow.. its 3.57am already i think i gonna go to bed soon as im really tired.. Almost forget to update for today stuff..Today i went shopping and bout 2 blouses cause i been wearing shirts going round for valuation. It's damn bloody hot man.. i feel like throwing the shirt away as i dont wanna get heat stroke..Yea Yea.. so went to town to buy blouse lo.. I spotted a blouse at HMV. i wanna but it man.hee .. will wait till next sat then.. After shopping went to eat aijisan then shop awhile more went to starbucks at PS drink drink and chat chat about life with my khakis...lalala... keke .. Jump into my bed now .. haa

Daze Daze ...

This is what i had done during my attachment for today.. filing of newspaper articles of condominiums and research about property Typing out types of property like who is the developer of this property including the prices, tenure, location of date of TOP and completion. Read brochures on those properties they are marketing now for example: Sunny Palms and The linear. Read brochures about the company Eventually, all the above jobs are mostly done in the late part of the day itself. As for early in the morning im just sitting down there and dream cause they got nothing for me to do...End up is the marketing dept giving stuff to do so that i wont be bored to death .. and i kept asking them got anything to help out anot. If not the time is damn hard to pass man.. Then throughout the morning i was smsing with monster.. That's about all for today work.. After work i went home rest for awhile then off to teach Yong Xiang..

Sigh !!!

Oh man.!!! tomorrow i need to report to CKS at 8.30am.. super duber early, therefore i need to wake up at 6am to prepare. I have not enjoy enough.. *sob sob*.. And at night still need to teach kids.. A GOOD AND WONDERFUL LIFE.. i simply loves this kind of life.. Great man.. im looking forward "as if" i prefer to sit and shake my leg and wait for money to drop down from heaven.. Wahaha .. Yeah .. I got another aim hee .. one is digital Cam.. another one is LV .. haha LV time again.. lalala This is my dream LV... hahaha

Bye Bye ChengHao

hey.. gi lu gu lu...Today i my last day to teach ChengHao.. really feel a pity, but i do not have the choice. We had an enjoyable lesson today. As usual he will pinch me, play with my hair its so damm irritating man.. well.. Ha infact we should end lesson at 4pm, but he kept wanting me to stay even longer thus ended up leaving his house half an hour later. He even asked me: Are you coming next week? i then replied:"i told you le ma i need to go for attachment so i got no time to teach you" He said if you weekend no work you come over and teach me ok.. I said:"ok i will see how first then i will let you know about it .. is it ok?" He then nodded his head. Off i go home. Actually im supposed to meet up with Alex for dinner but he cancelled off this morning.. "giggle" ha.. then end up im rotting at home.. *Sob Sob*

Anna Sui.. muahaha..

hee.. finally bought this shoes from fareast.. hee.. and here is a pic of it..

After going to fareast.. went to DFS and look at Anna Sui. When i was looking at the Mirror which is 2 for 54 bucks. Then suddenly, pop out a salesgirl speaking to me in Japanese. I wanna laugh but i control. I wanna speak but i dont know what to say. so i just smile at her and walk off.. My friend standing infront of the counter was laughing at me. She told me that see i told u .. you come here sure there's ppl speaking to you in Japanese. I was like hahaha .. all the way.. Ha .. this is not the first time man..Hee.. bought Anna Sui face powder .But i bought the wrong one.. sian.. ne.. my 62 bucks flew off like this.. No choice got to use man cause after i had opened up i found out that it is not purple in colour. is those foundation colour.. i was like oh shit.. "faint man" ...Sigh.. The worst is the colour doesnt suit my skin. so no choice got to blend in together with the foundation and that powder i just use it around my eyes area which will let it look a bit shiny cause of the glitter. *sob sob*..But the purple want make me look brighter.. ga Ga.. Here is the casing hee.. So nice .. i like it.. so unique..

This is the Anna Sui foundation which i bought last month

Fountain at Taka (two tourist even speak to me in Korean asking me to take a pic for them)

Funny song to share

i hate you u hate we all hate the big barney give barney a great at big punch and fall on the floor we all hate barney the purple dinosaur(Haha.. this is another version of the barney song sang by YongXiang) He sang another somersaut one.. but i had forgotten what is the lyric..ha i will ask him to sing for me again. Hee.. about to go out soon.. for shopping spree.. Hee. going to buy a pair of shoes ..hee i will take a pic of it later on and post it here..Whahaa That's all folks

Sux and tiring day

Today is really a fucking sux day. After teaching Chenghao, i went to informatics campus. i took bus no.333 to Jurong East Interchange before that i called up informatics to check out their campus is near where. The lady told me that once i walk throught the Entertainment centre i can see the campus, which means its located behind. What the fuck there is no sign of any informatics building no logo no nothing. What i can only see is the library. So i went to ask the security guard who is standing at the library entrance. He told me that its located over at another road side. So i kept on walking and walking. Then i saw a banner. It stated Informatics New Campus. I was like. hmmm what behind the Entertainment Centre, its located behind the library man..*SICK* Once i entered into the building. WOW... The walkway is so narrow and what i can see are classrooms. So i continue walking and saw a student service counter, i then approached the lady siting there and asked her where can i collect the certificate? She said oh. you got to turn left and walk straight and you can see a room. I then followed her instructions and went into the room and asked the same question again. Fuck.. man.. she told me that you got to walk out of this room keep left and walk straight, then you will see a carpark and infront of it there is an admin block go straight into there and proceed to room number 5. I was so fed up by that time. Once i entered into the admin block i went over to ask the consultant where can i collect the cert. He then told me that walk straight all the way in and you will see room 16. I was like shit. If i dont asked again i will get tricked by that lady who told me to go to room 5. Bloody informatics.. Service sux, education sux too.. only know how to cheat students money. They cheat my bro and my money too. I then went into the room and i said "hello" Hell man.. no one is there. So i waited there for awhile and there came a lady. I said im here to help my "friend" (infact is my bro as i cant say he is my bro to prevent problem) to collect his cert. I took out my IC and authorise letter and showed her. Once she clairfied everything, she gave me the cert and off i left the freaking place. By then i looked at my watch... WOW.. i spent so much time dealing with these.. well nevermind.. no choice he is my bro.. i got to help him to do all these ya. Hee.. i bought a skirt and a shirt when i was on the way to interchange to take a bus home.* Eyes spoil so no choice* Around 7 plus, went to meet monster to take back my cable before going for another kid service. Today phyllis sis really drive me nuts and phyllis herself too.. her sis keep wanting me to carry her *faint* Once i got home i quickly ate my chicken rice .. Yummy Yummy hee.. Yeah here are some presents which i got for teacher's day

A toothbrush eraser from YongXiang

Rose is from Miranda and Samuel, Tigger tin and bears are from ChengHao

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My 2006 schedule Book which i bought from Taka Kinokuniya

Bro's Advanced Diploma Cert..Cool Ya Its a waste that i didnt complete this course..Hai Slap Slap myself man....

The Peninsula HongKong Mooncake from bro's mummy..*Yum Yum*

My Latest Drawing

Missing Missing

Time flies pass so fast.. It's been almost two and a half months I had taught Jetro my Indonesian kid who is cute and quite so i enjoyed teaching him as he is not mischievous at all and willing to learn. Im really glad that he scored well for his Chinese common test 2. I'm pretty surprised that he scored 80. Woo.. feeling so happy. ha .. unfortunately, due to my upcoming attachment i cant continue teaching him anymore so i told his guardian to find him another tutor. Infact on friday should be our lesson but, his guardian told me that they need to go back to Indonsia to attend a wedding. So i said well lets make it the last lesson for today then. She said ok.. she even told me that Jetro told his grandma that he likes his chinese teacher who is ME.. ha .. *wink wink* when i heard that i was so HAPPY. but who knows that i cant continue teaching him. Luckily that i bought his children's day gift along with me today if not i will not have a chance to give it to him anymore. Well i can see smile in his face when he got the gift. Ha !! i hope that he really like it cause its an incredible notebook which is his favourite..The most funniest thing is that his guardian forget about the payment for the lesson. so i asked how bout the payment she said its ok.. i was like.. eh im the employee you are the employer so i came for 2 lessons you should be paying me right. what you mean by its ok??? "blur" so i asked " you want to pay me the 2 lessons today or?" she then said oh ya.. then she paid me 30 bucks. she even thought of letting me to teach his son as he is going to attend primary school next year. but..Well i then added and said if you want you can call me up in FEB as by the time i will fininsh my attachment.Woo!!! im waiting for it.. which means that if she really look for me i will have 2 service kid job to do. COOL. plus two more kids living in ghim moh. Wahha.. Really love teaching these kiddy kids.. mischevious,fun,obedent(only jetro),smart,cute and what else.. and of cause driving me nuts. At times i might also need to be a part time counsellor.. At about 10plus am i went to look for my bro's mum who is staying at kim yam road and from there we sit and chat for awhile and waited for her lady boss to come over. At around 1pm we went off to Changi Airport. After check-in, we went for lunch..and its my treat. ha..and i told her that do not snatch the bill from me again. she said ok. Then,i sent her off and gave her a big hug. Hee.. there she goes again saying "我的乖女儿". Hmm so cosy.. woo.. then i went of to take bus no.27 to my aunt house which is at tampines for awhile. After that, off to Jetro's house to teach him and follow by Yong Xiang a mischievous boy. Oh yeah, YongXiang gave me a toothbrush eraser its so cute. ha.. i will take a pic of it tomorrow cause it will be nicer taking pic in the day using hp camera. Hee!! and today during break time with him.. its special we played tennis ball throwing to one another and catch it.. its so fun.. haha he is so bad .. he kept aiming the ball at me but i even worst.. haa i aim at his butt..haha so fun.. well, Hopefully i can upload that pic soon cause currently my cable is with my dear monster. *sob sob* hee.. im so contented with my life and im so happy as i have a lovely brother worrying about me. Ge ge no worries yeah .. keep all these worries off your mind. Miss miss you and love love you.. *muacks* That's all for today post post.. Yea.. here is the catty look like a lion which i wanna show hee.

Ding Ding

wahhaa time flies really duber fast..
Ahah .. im back to my bloggy.. due to someone who gave me a sudden urge of writing blog again.
Well theres nothing much to update..
Jus that currently im reading Empress Orchid by Anchee Min. Its about a 17 years old girl who is chosen as one of the Emperor's Concubines and becomes one of the most powerful women in Chinese history. It follows her life from enterting into her marriage and gives you a real insight into the Forbidden City and life as a concubine. She then becomes the most powerful woman in China by becoming the Empress. Well i will keep you readers update once i have finished reading it.

Pain...

Today, did a spring cleaning for my room and living room. What a tiring day man.. Still got work not done.. Well i guess i shall leave it till tomorrow man.. What a bad luck day.. well i was cleaning, i injured my finger..NOW BLUE BLACK. and swollen.. Shit pain like hell..now like pig finger.. *sob sob* Really down to luck.. Last week, well i was cleaning my bathroom i slipped and fell ouch.. my butt and back.. I remembered that once i fell the pain was !!!! I almost cried out, but once that sudden pain was gone, i started laughing. I was just sitting on the bathroom floor and laugh.. My mum was wondering what that mad girl doing!!! "Mum, eh i got a big flower" Ha!!!! Today finger.. Next week will be what ? Head? leg? ha!!! dont know either .... Well today is my bro's IELTS exam.. hope he is doing well .... ok .. stop typing now...feeling tired and pain

blur vision

Finally, finished all my tests but do not know whether can make it through?? well don't bother much.. hee !! take red pack first then say man!! Tiring day today Eyes do not know why.. Whatever I am looking is like a blur scenery... maybe too tired or something.. Hmm but still need to help my bro to prepare his IELTS stuff.. hmmmm Hee ... im done by now.. go to bed .. and stop thinking how to solve some prob.. do not know either...

It's you

What my heart wants to say I do not know either You're sensational With you by my side I can feel sense of security Words are so touching And I have been blessed with you If my words don't come my way I still hope that you will know what my heart is going to tell Whenever you feel like you don't belong Or anything that goes wrong You can rest assured that I'm always with you all the time In every moment; Every minute; Every second No matter where you are I will always follow you I know that we are being drifted apart I'm for sure that I can feel you I can feel where you are As that feeling you gave me was so strong And I know that I'm with you With you all the time so does you I made you a promise that I shall forever be yours And not letting you to be alone when you are down You can rest assured that You laugh, I'll laugh You smile, I'll smile If you cry, I'll cry too You are my life My heart My soul My breath My dream Which I can't live without

Amazing Voice of MINE!!! *wink wink*

Werid... REally werid.. werid till im contented and happy..HA!!! I was studying just now till madness came about. Feeling so stress up and bored of reading my lecture notes. The most rediculous thing is that nothing went into my brain and i do not know what the hell am i studying. Wondering how am i going to pass all my common tests. Then i started to scream "GE", then ha!! guess what .. my brother really appeared online.. *amazing* It's really amazing.. Ha !! i began to laugh and laugh. NUTS... *are our hearts linked* and *isit true that he can hear me screaming for him* infact this was not the very first time that had happened... Hee!! he had received the cutie bear postcard which i had sent to him and i told him theres more to come and you just got to wait and wait.. He said thanks for sending him that lovely cute card and he is happy about it!! Then i added, of cause it's cute and lovely cause it was bought by your sis. ha!! See I'm so good to you yeah!! Are you happy with it. He then said of cause you are happy if not you won't sent it.Hmmm .. SICK .. what does these mean man.. I even told him do not throw away those cards i sent him. And he said of cause i won't. Just my landlord will do it. Then i said *FUCK u*. He then added.. How are you going to do it? *MY GOSH* He then heeee heee to me and said kidding i won't throw it away ok!! I said okay, its just that you are going to use it as toilet paper right?? He then said, can you send me a soft one next time round as these cards are too hard for my ass hole!!! Haha !! Well what to do i got such a brother ..Really no comments!! I'm im happy to have him with me Hee!!! wahhaa ... my CLOWN and Slave.. Unfortunately, I'm more like a slave to him.. SAD!!!

You're the ONLY PLACE

Seems like our love is on the road to nowhere fast All my life I thought a love like this would last But every road can hide a corner we can't see I had a vision that I woke up by your side I felt your breathing and our souls were intertwined But who controls love's destiny Not me We had it all right in our hands We had the room to fly and still the place to land And so I'm calling out, I'm calling out You're the only one Who can save us from what we've done That don't leave me hanging on I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back again It's just darkness of evening And you're the only place my heart has ever been Maybe I'm longing in a way of love naive Maybe I'm desperate for a reason to believe There wasn't any wat I thought that we would fall I've seen perfection in a rainbow in the sky I've seen a child make the coldest grown man cry But loving you I thought was greater than them all And we had it all, just you and me And now there's a doorway to me heart without a key Wherever you are right now, come back baby show me how you feel Because I'm lost without you here I'm calling out, I'm calling out You're the only one Now take a look at what I become And don't leave me hanging on I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back again It's just darkness of evening And you're the only place my heart has ever been *********************************************************************************** 太早 太激 其實寧願一個太深 太傷 你不想再害我怕苦 怕酸 還是離開好過講得 不錯 我很 清楚 根本不必苦心想過渡過分手不需 原因都可得到結果 即使一起從無犯過錯仍難回到我們最初 隨便說十個要走的理由你怕說出口 正是愛得不夠成千上萬個放手的理由 這次你忍手而慈善做得多久 你要是怕回頭損失我這個朋友 用你一吻 搭夠 抱得 太緊 還是鞋款不襯吻得 太狠 你的身怕劇震記得 太新 前度還很吸引說的 羞怯 聽的 驚心 (lyric email by richie)

Nice voice and sweet memories

Hee !! got a phone call at 8 am!! that damn early and wondering who isit!! my caller ID stated oversea then i wondered ..my brother will not call me in the morning!! *werid* after picking up the phone then realised it's "him" ha!! His very first words are "Baby 早啊" wooowwww ... *Sweet* yeah!! Then i started telling him 你知唔知现在是几点啊。。。Then he said 我知啊。。是8点吗！！ Well nevermind as we had not chat for quite some time.. Hee as Usual asking me how am i doing and so on.. Nothing much. Well found out that my cantonese is really sux now!! *What happen* i do not know either!! after chatting for half an hour , he need to hang up as he need to go for lesson so we just said bye bye and miss you to one another , then hang up... Hmmmm, feeling sleepy still after a late chat last night with a greeny monster so i went back to sleep again and woke up at 12pm..That greeny monster was scary at the beginning and then went haywire. So i just got to sit there and listen to him and answered him when it's time to answer.. Hmmm!! infact i had not been chatting throughout the midnight for a long long time since october last year after my brother had went to brisbane. Almost everyday, everynight we talked to one another. Well now i think back, i also don't know what the hell there are so much to chat about... Rubbish bullshit!! that is what i thought of.. but we are used to it, it's like a daily routine!! HA!!! *addicted* "ICE" COOL!! haz!! "Brother, i wanna tell you im lucky to have YOU!! and I love you and I MISS you" hee!! i know i had said that for many times but i still like to say it ma!! hee!!! Wahha!! Later still need to go for tuition service.. after that feel like going to mac to do some revision as i cant really concentrate at home.. When my brother is still around in Sg we always went to mac to study..HaHA .. from changi airport mac to orchard mac.. Almost all the mac in orchard we had been before!!! haha !!! Then after revision we would catch a movie then back home!!! If there is nothing nice on show we would go shopping then*Really fun* Infact the most quiet mac is at YMCA not much crowd and when comes to exam period, most of the people there were studying there either in a group or alone...BUT BUT... i doubt i will be able to go to mac to study today cause now abit CRAMP "my big aunt, sickening big aunt" Hate you!! bite you hit you!! haha !!! That's all for today!! heee

What should i do

.............How should i start. Eventually, i got no idea after All.. Pretty aimless now!! I don't even know how to face him. I know that i had been hurting him deeply throughout. But i do not have the choice. He is disappointed in the sense after all he got the answer from me yesterday. Well I'm sorry about it. Like what he said he can't force me to do the things which i do not want to do. It's true. . I do not know what to say to him even online.. Normally, just bullshit with him and asked him how is his work going on and so on.. I know how he feel but he just do not want to mention as he said mention also no point.. Sometimes, i wonder what to do to make him happy rather then seeing him "sighing" all the time.. Well do not know what to do either Alright .. brother called me now .. Talk to him to release my thoughts

Nice Lyrics: Let me Love you & I'd Rather

Mario: Let Me Love You Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, YeahMmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah Baby I just don't get it Do you enjoy being hurt? I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt You don't believe his stories You know that they're all lies Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why If I was ya man [baby you] Never worry bout [what I do]I'd be coming home [back to you]Every night, doin' you right You're the type of woman [deserves good thangs] Wrist full of diamonds [hand full of rings] Baby you're a star [I just want to show you,you are] [Chorus:]You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame Don't even know what you're worth Everywhere you go they stop and stare Cause you're bad and it shows From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know If I was ya man [baby you] Never worry bout [what I do] I'd be coming home [back to you]Every night doin' you right You're the type of woman [deserves good thangs] Wrist full of diamonds [hand full of rings]Baby you're a star [I just want to show you, you are] [Chorus:]You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Ooh Baby good love and protection Make me your selectionShow you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me.... [Bridge:]You deserve better girl [you know you deserve better]We should be together girl [baby]With me and you it's whatever girl, hey! So can we make this thing ours? [Chorus:] You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you [Mario [talking]:]Let me love you that's all you need baby ********************************************************************************* Luther Vandross: I'd Rather I thought sometime alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone) and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got a long just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart who holds my heart I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you, I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine, I'd rather have bad times with(please be mine) you, than good times with someone else(I know) I'd rather be beside you in a storm(anytime), than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby) I'd rather have hard times to gether, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart) I'd rather have bad times with you(surely), than good times with someone else(surely) I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah), than safe and warm by myself(all by myself) I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart(you know it) I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoooo.....who holds my heart

Save the Best for the Last

Sweet Mail come Again!!! there comes a time in a man's life when he wish to change the whole world to make it fit for the one he loves... i dream that i talked to you and that i heard your voice, and when i say that i really mean that i dream of you.....you became apart ofmy soul... no, you are my soul and i only live to be with you.......i love you....smile my sunshine....smile and shine my dearest sunshine Today nothing Much, Quarantine at home and wanted to study , but i ended up sleeping throughout the whole noon and know got serious headache.. *Sleep too much* Opps i even forgot about going to the POST OFFICE to send something for my brother!! NO choice i just know how to eat and sleep.. Sleep and eat...Oh !! forgot something .. i also know how to SHIT SHIT ... neh!! *COOL* Ha!!! Bryan Adams album not bad!! Thanks my papa for sending me that 1991 album..!! heee!!!!!!!!!!! NOW listening to it MAN!! Hai!! my papa just went to service his car and came home feeling sick!! Poor him... I asked him to take panadol and go to bed!! WOW ... now he is going to be piggy le!! Cute little one!! hA!! if he knows these are what i had said he will kill me off!! but i doubt he will cause he always said he dote me the most!! ha!!! *just sweet talk only ne* Chey!!都唔知是不是!! 我要妈妈了。。。(cantonese) Just now i read someone blog and he said that i had disappointed him that night!! Well I'm sorry about it!! i tried but it was too late!! Maybe at times i really can't read your big big mind! and hard to figure out what are you thinking... Maybe i never really try to read deeply into your mind and heart.. *Heee* Come on.. Dont always sigh and sigh!! *Smile* Life need to go on.. U keep sighing and sighing you will have a hard time to pass.. and keep thinking on all those business and stuff!! I might not be able to be your clown to make you laugh and smile when you are down.. But i will try at least and i will be there to support you no matter what you wanted to work on.. I know i might be busy when you need someone to talk to or go out with!! But do not know why whenever you want to talk to me or go out with me * im always on something*... maybe really wrong timing!! *SMILE AND SMILE* heeee!!! *****Don't UNHAPPY LE OK****** your year coming .. will be a good year for you!! Do what u had decided with your BIG KIND HEART!!! Nice lyric to share: Save the Best for the Last By Vanessa Williams Sometimes the snow comes down in june Sometimes the sun goes round the moon I see the passion in your eyes Sometimes it's all a big surprise cause there was a time when all I did was wish You'd tell me this was love It's not the way I hoped or how I planned But somehow it's enough And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last All of the nights you came to me When some silly girl had set you free You wondered how you'd make it through I wondered what was wrong with you cause how could you give your love to someone else And share your dreams with me Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see Sometimes the snow comes down in june Sometimes the sun goes round the moon Just when I thought our chance had passedYou go and save the best for last You went and saved the best for last

*Bad Day*

Went to bugis with Aunt today!! as she came to my house at around 10 plus in the morning i think!! cause i was still sleeping like a pig.. and was awaked by her!!! Then my dad, aunt and I went to ghim moh Block 10 to have our lunch first before going to bugis!! Hee !! i went to the bugis street temple there to buy a 护身符 for my brother. I even prayed for him that he will be able to get through his IELTS exams which is around the corner!! Tomorrow i will go to the post office to send it to him together with another post card and a keychain.. *Sicken day* i had today.. my left eye is damn irritating.. pain like hell i think is because of my len and i do not have any eye drop with me , so no choice just bear with it till i got home Another thing is that my HP is spoiled!! The screen went blackout!! *CRY* now i cant even using to trade- in !! Shit .. why it dead so fast!! *DAMN SHIT* In fact i was asleep at 10pm!!! But i was awake by my house phone !! I wanted to sleep back after answering but i kept on sneezing ... Do i told myself forget it .. Just wake up and online Unfortunately, MSN got a problem for signing in!! I tried and couple of times, finally i was able to log in.

*Ding Ding dream*

Today Orchard is full with people .. maybe today is public holiday !! Passing by LIDO , i was approached by a guy asking me whether am i studying or working.. my gosh he is selling insurance!! so i told him im still studying and bye bye!! Then i walked off!!! *do i looked that OLD?? am i aging now!! my GOD* Still remembered i was being approached by asking me to sign up for citibank credit card member!! *SICK* I'm not that OLD MAN .. im still a kid!! a spoilt brat !! hahaha Hmmm saw that mickey mouse sling bag is 99 bucks and after 10% discount is 89.10 ..*nearly bought it* but in the end i didnt as my fren told me that it's too ex .. ask me go buy my levis.. Hmm i was thinking it is quite ex too .. not worth it !! Went to takashimya that LEVIS store to buy my 599 jeans.. hee *yippy* i even bought postcards to send to my lovely brother .. and a cute little snoopy memo clip!! ha!! HAPPY HAPPY!!! I just sent him one bear postcard today and i wrote lots of rubbish stuff again as usual!! hee .. last mth i did send him one.. this mth i send again!! *so fun* heee Arh !! i wanna buy another pair of sneakers CAN I !! but im bankrupt now !! *sob sob* Now i wanna buy a sling bag at hush hush!!! but will i regret after buying it *still wondering* But i doubt so !! cause the design is not bad !! Hmm when will my brother become rich ?? so that he can buy me that LV sling bag which i wanted long long long ago!! heee .. what a greedy sister am i !!! Cause he said that if he earned alot he will buy for me !! well should i trust him.... i think i got to wait till the heaven drop down man!! haz!!!! *STOP DREAMING SPOILT BRAT* time to wake UP!!! But i really wonder.. when can i get that LV bag ma !! heee ..... *SAVE UP* then telling myself again!!! Why am i a BIG MONEY SPENDER !! can i SAVE UP!!! i also dont know ... just love spending and spending .. I would save up definitely but its always saving up to target on SOMETHING Haha .. are these known as saving up!! *COOL*

Precious

I wondered why no matter we are not seeing each other for quite sometimes My heart and soul will still belong to you I'll be feeling lonely without you But baby life need to move on And I need to be strong You know it's not easy to do it Well I'll try But I need someone there to Love and care for me Tears turn into smile once I see you It's funny how things come about At times you might disappoint me and upset me But I'll never feel lost And that is what you had gave me I'll cherish this and cherish you even more Then now I will never bury this smile and happiness moment with you Instead I will bury my tears and fears into the lonely heart of mine You are the one who keep the dream alive I can feel that you are shouting for my name from a thousand miles I have finally found the one Who will be there for me And I know that your heart is always with me all the while I had found my place It's the place of everlasting Right by your side And in your heart.. I love you always. You are my precious which no one can replace in my heart

hey hey

HEee !! now im attaching my word project file to my mailbox so that i can go to school tomorrow to print it !! Zzzz so tiring and sleepy now but the server is so damn slow !! Well attaching im surprise that my brother came online.. But he just said hi sister good night sweet dreams. Thus i asked him, you just came online to say good night to me? he said yes !! wow so sweet MAN!! so i said to him good night , sweet dreams and miss you .. And he said you too!! Then he offline and go to his sweety bed and dream.. Quick Quick attach fininsh man.. my eyes are closing !!! half way close already !!!

Werid Dream but Happy after ALL!!

Werid dreams i got !! dont know am i thinking too much about money or what... just dream that i should have accept the tuition service near NUH and why am i so stupid that i gave up cause i think is quite inconvienent.. Maybe is because im afraid that i might lose Raphael this cute little student!! today is noon lesson unbelievable i woke up at 7.30am just because of this stupid dream !! and i started sneezing and sneezing wondering who is scolding me!!! I wanted to fall asleep again but i cant because of that sudden flu!! So i took my hp and msg Raphael's mum and asked her how is Raphael doing now?? Had he recovered from his sickness?? His mum replied me and tell me that she is sorry about it and Raphael will go be going back to school today after 4 days of MC!! My gosh, i think he is getting down into serious sickness. Maybe is because he is not use to the primary school live plus a long school bus journey thru and back from home!! So i told his mum why not let him have a break first and i will see him after CNY! well his mum so ok by then she will fix a day and time .. She even told me that since young Raphael is a weak boy and he had been admitted to hospital for a couple of times due to lungs infection and he even did an operation on his upper eyelid!! That is why he is spoilt by his grandparents!! Well i even thought his mum, i spoilt him too!! he is a cute and fun loving boy, its ok to be spoilt HAha !!! In fact im a spoilt-brat too !! Don't all of you think so !! HaHa!! Raphael is a boy who is hard to teach as he couldnt sit still!! love to play during lesson, its hard to grab his attention. Thus by buying him gifts, rewarding him for full marks for spelling and so on!!! My mum also wondered how come i always buy cute little stuff and choco for him rather for the other kid!! I said i like Raphael more than the other !! Haha!! maybe we both surnames are TAN!! *lalala* He is the student i dote and love the most among all that i had taught before!!! Luckily, his mum wanna continue !! If not i will not have a chance to pass him all the things i promised that i will buy for him!! Hee !! can't wait for CNY that week!! as i had not been seen him for one week plus already!! Miss his cute little smile and his silly voice Especially his quote "OK Baby!!" Its so funny!!

Tiring Day!!!

Hmm!! finally finished my presentation for COCO Chanel..hee Now left with UPE project in word file.. Hopefully can fininsh everything by tonight but i doubt so cause im feeling tired as today is a long hour in school as from 9.30am - 7.20pm. And i reached home at about 7.50pm!! *SICKED* and *TIRED* after a long waiting for my bus 92. When i reached my house downstairs i went to open my small little letter box see whether got any surprise or shocking bills.. Hee !! got a card.. OPEN up wow .. its from my Godfather "Dr Patrick Kee" who is now no longer my doctor as he had closed down his clinic and went to help in the "homes".. Hee !! Now I'm listening to my mp3 and chat abit to relax myself, then back to WORK again!!! Hmm tomorrow got "tuition service" hai .. wanna grap more of these kind of service cause i need money urgently..No money i will die even faster !!! Tomorrow after my tuition service, i need to pass back a precious precious stuff to my SUGAR DADDY .. which is his camera!!! Hmmm!! time to throw back his camera back to him since i had already fininshed doing my project.. Well i told him before i can drop my decision for buy a camera cause if i wanna take pics i can jus "TAKE" from him and play!!! WAHHAA!!! COOL!!! Hmm!! unfortunately today i did not manage to chat with my brother much online cause im busying dealing with my stuff... and he just offline and went to bed hmmm... Wish him good night and Sweet dreams then!! i said that i will call him on MONDAY.. till now .. i have not call!! HaHA !! what a good sis man!! but im really busy ne !! so cant blame me right !! WELL brother i WILL call you in one day times Alright to talk to you !!!

Sweet Sweet

Today is a tiring tiring day!!! rushing for projects !! still got alot more to do including research. "BOring" Well just think about it after these will not be any more projects to work on UNFORTUNATELY is only "Temporary" Cause next week is my study week then following week will be my common test week!! "WOW" gonna work hard man if not all fail !!! Hmm cannot say the word "fail" again cause i remember that my brother doesn't like to hear that. Today i got a sweet sweet msg hee!!! Dearest Sunshine, i heard someone calling your name, so i looked around, but no one is there, then i heard your name again, so i looked, but still no one is there, then i realised it was my heart calling for your name.... i really miss you so much. You are the blood that runs through my vains. You are the air that i breathe. You are the soul that keeps me living. You are my world. You are my everything.... (What a nice one!! Thanks batman.. Thanks you everything.. Hope to see you soon!!!)

Happy Mood!!!

Lala!!! just bought Adidas sneakers today!! from Royal Sporting House @101.45 after 15 % discount.. Yeah!! But my jeans still the the shop ne. HEe .. nevermind cause im going to get it on Fri with huijuan. After buying my sneakers, i went to takashimaya to buy postcard to send to my brother after a long postcard which i had sent to him since dec. i think now should give him another one Oh!! Today didnt chat much with him online as his both of this thumbs were injured due to his job!! Poor brother... and i cant help him much i just got to say takecare of yourself. I had told him not do push himself to work for such a long hours but he ignored!! Well he needs money now which i can understand. I just got to give him moral support NOT money financial SuPPORT!! haha cause i cant even support myself!!! Well he told me to call him tomorrow @ 9.40pm And i promise i will not forget again HOHO .. just fininsh my COCO chanel presentation and my VB excel file, i think now is time for me to go to my bed!! MY bed is CAlling ME!!! Night night to my BRother Bear and sweet dreams..Hope he will get better by tomorrow!!!

Craving for LEVis and AdidAs

Hee!!! Yesterday just went to seminar!! took alot of rubbish back!! heee ... Then i went to take pictures along orchard road for project... and stupid sign on the wall like Wheel Clamp sign and that drive thru sign!! SO cool ne... Wanna thanks my PAPA for lending his camera to me!! HIs caMERA Best man.. Can go zoom zoom zoom!! haa HIgh quality.. Well im like promoting his camera like that neee!! While i was shopping i spotted that Lido Royal Sporting house got 15% for Adidas ..!!WOW!! im craving for it man!! "Wondering how to go and attack my Sugar ,Bitter, Sour daddy to buy for me " Hee almost 5.30pm.. I went to Mandarin Hotel to fetch my Mummy. While she is queuing up to buy her 4D , i went to OG to try LEVIS jeans!! i had tried 599, 593 and TYPE 1.. hee still considering which one to buy " thinking and thinking " Hee !!!!!

It's so warmth!!!

today is day 2 of my brother's mum arrival !! YIppy .. im glad that she got the time to have dinner with me !! We went to Chinatown swensen to have our dinner "WOW delicious but quite Ex" When we met one another at the Entrance of the Chinatown CK department, the first thing she asked me was" What you wanna eat and where you wanna go?" SO i said well anything will be fine for me as i wanna suit her!! She then added; no you choose, you decide what to eat for dinner.. " i was like ah ... so ...." thus i inturn asked her what you feel like eating today?" she say western food cause she dreamt of having western food in a restuarant but she does not know how to place an order as she doesnt know english.. "She laughed and i laughed too " and she say she is "sha mao" haha!!! then i started to wonder.. HEre is chinatown.. where to get a western restuarant!! i only know those coffee shops selling chinese food as she said find something that is nice and good!! then i pointed there!! she said this kind of food you will get to eat normally, so find something expensive and good !! i was like ah !! " let you waste money" She said nevermind as she had earned alot over here , then i was like OH !! ok then.. as wanna suit her!! I told her im not familiar with chinatown so why not just go and find your stuff that you need and then find somewhere to eat later on!! She said ok ... then she hold my hand and walk ..WOW .. just like my mummy holding my hand !! "FEeling so close" and i remember she told me that she thanked my brother for finding a daughter for her as that is always what she wanted to have .. the most funniest part is that when she is pregnant with my brother , she always hope that the baby in her womb is a girl..As she always wanna to have a daughter !! and now she got one!! "She said she thanked god!!" I was like WOW !!! i got a godmum!! COOL!! haha She even hug me when we are waiting at the pedestrain crossing !! and she said" WO de XIao BAo bei" and hug me tight tight!! ! WOW the feeling of a kid in mummy arms!!! "happy" While eating!! we did chat abit about my bro case and my case.. She jus wanna know what and how am i planning for my future path .. While i said .. i got no idea as i had not thought of it !! in the sense!! she said .. well its time to think about it .. She even ask me .. are you gonna further ur studies? I said nope as i had spent alot of my daddy's money on education especially i had wasted most of his money while studying in INFORMATICS.. so i wanna work once i graduate!! Well furthering will see then.... So i my wish is to grab hold of a job and earn as much as i cant !! if i cant find a job then i shall go for teaching then .. which is what im doing now !! as i LOVE MONEY !! and i cant live without it !!! "it's my precious!! Well tomorrow morning she will be going off!! @6.45am.. Bye bye aunite MIss you so much!!!

No worries

Well wanna thanks for everything and you are the one whom i can rely on No matter what happen you are always there right beside me. I will remember those words you had said to me. do not worry so much about me I'm alright as for now. If not i will come to you again but do not be "scared off" okay!! One more thing, no one is to blame for what had happened to me that previous night !! just forget about it " i hope you understand what i meant!!" therefore you know what you should do alright right . heee " 我会记住咖知唔知啊。。“唔好想太多吗是吗！！重有要哭就哭，要笑就笑，有么事就说出来！！我知啦。你越来越老气。。哈哈！！唔还我觉得。sor kor都觉得啦！！” I miss you

Special Poetry...

Thoughts of The Coming Past… Today, once again, I think of the past Happy and sad but nothing that last I wish for happiness once more The love they often spoke in lore I may not be intelligent, nice and sweet My feelings of the moment are not of deceit Through time we may not come together That in itself is much I will fear I often believe in the intuition that I claim Nowadays it became useless and lame As lame as it may be, I will not be crippled By the rains of uncertainty that drizzled I expressed myself, hoping to receive what I want to hear The truth came back, along with the fear I failed once, and again, should I try again? My patience, my love, I should train. Perhaps I should give myself one more try Time and patience, it will never dry I’m sure I will do my best to make her love me What happens thereafter, we shall all see. Hope you will like it. *Hugs*

Brother was touched and he cried..

hee .. im so happy that my brother had gotten his gifts.. and he was so happy The werid part was that he told me that he cried... so i ask him are you touched?? He said maybe...OH!! oh!!! hahaa .. So i asked him do you like those stuff.. He said yes.. And the coolest part was the bottle i bought for him which he was longing for it to arrive as soon as possible... He even said that he loves whatever i did for him.. Of cause .. as im his lovely sister who LOVE him and CAre for him the most... I LOVE you brother Bear you are always my brother BEAR .. waiting for your return.... ^ ^

A longing Mail...

dearest sunshine, thank u for everything, they always says that the moonlight is nothing but a reflection for the sunshine, and the more i believe that now, cuz u showed me that ur better than me, and my light is nothing but a reflection for ur shine, i'm going to an internet cafe now since my dsl conection is out, cuz i didn't pay the bill, i miss u and i always think of u, and i will get online as soon as i get my conection back,........ till that time never stop smilling, and takecare of urself.....see u my sunshine...

Silly Raphael.. AGAIn ..

Raphael.. AGAin.. Silly and funny.. today i can see that he is tired after school.. as it is a long journey for him to go from school to home.. Oh .. he is from St Michael's School (SMS) Cool.. today i did not give him much work.. as i know he is tired after all.. So we play and chit chat more than doing work.. hee... today he sneeze on my hand... Eeee.. *sick* And i cleaned it on his shirt... haha .. who ask him.. He is playful as usual.. using his pencil to poke me .. and i poke him back.. haha *FUN*... simply a relax and fun job i ever had.... Heee .. i had bought some Spider MAn stickers for him.. and im gonna pass it to him on tues.. wondering what is his reaction again ... hee

A lame joke and touching words..

snowy_rin84(2005-1-4 5:00): im sick of you idiot leomanx11 (2005-1-4 5:08:20): dearest sunshine, u have all the right to be disappointed with me, yes i been busy lately and i know that shouldnt keep me a way from u, but my sunshine, if i wont work now and push my self now while i still can then what will happen, do u think i dont wish to travel and visit u, i have to do these things by myself, i know that sometimes a week will pass without talking to u, but i'm thinking about u evry second of the day, that's what keeps me working, i never cared much for myself, but if i'm doing this now, then it's not becuz i want to be better and wealther for myself, but to reach to u, wher ever u r.... leomanx11 (2005-1-4 5:11:45): sunshine, if ur sick of me then u should see a doctor, i might be a viruz,,,,,or u know what, try an antiviruz, it might work as well

Silly Raphael

Raphael said:Teacher... why you never come last week i said: i was sick and i did makeup lesson for you the week before Raphael said: arh!!! you sick from mon to sunday ah i said: NO la!!! mr lazy Raphael said: haha i said" Raphael you like tuition ah ?? if not why u ask me why i never come for the whole of last week?" Raphael said: Ya la.. i love tuition baby... hahahahah !!! I said:How is first day of school?? got alot of friends... Raphael said: I saw many many boys.. then my teacher keep asking me to read and read and read.... I said: only ask you to read and nothing else... Raphael said:Ya.. read and read la I said: what had you read then? Raphael said: I dont know la... so boring... I said:What time start school? Raphael said: i dont know.. i think is 1pm or 2 pm la... i dont know la.. Then he continue playing with his pencil.. I said: quick la.. time to start tuition already OK!! did u learn your spelling? Raphael said:No I said: y ? Raphael said: I forget!!!! I said: MR lazy.. i haven seen you for a week you forget everything... Raphael said:heee !!! No la baby.. After doing mathematics for about 15 mins... he told me that he lost his little rabbit when he was in malaysia. He said that he drop it when he was crossing the road... Haha .!!! well i can imagine that situation... " it will be damn funny" * bad of me* I said:Well did you buy anything from there? Raphael said:Got la... i bought alot of food and i bought stickers.. u want baby?? i give you some ...got ultraman one u know.... I said: ah!!! then i stick where?? i stick them on your head !! Raphael said: stick on your backside la.." in my mind i was like what the _____ !!!" I said: No i stick them on your cheeks !!! Raphael said: blessed you.. blessed you.. you know when my mummy saw my uncle she will say "blessed you... blessed you" During that moment... he keep on repeating the word" blessed you baby... blessed you baby" "FAINT" HOw come i got such a sweet talker student.. somemore he is only primary one this year!!!! Michevious, Sugar, fun-loving,annoying kid i ever taught before... At times, he can brighten up my life my doing some stupid and funny things.. but at times he makes me angry too... As time passes, he do not have any fear communicating with me .. now he even play with me.. such using his pencil to poke me... *so naughty* and i did back the same thing to him too... its like playing around with him... so that the lesson will not be boring... crack some lame jokes too... I will always remember my first 2 or 3 lessons with him... he was so shy that he did not want to open his mouth to talk to me as im still a stranger to him.... i was like oh my god.. im having this kind of student again... but i will try my best to communicate with him.. and try to know what he is thinking in his mind.. so that i can work better with him... Well thats about all ... Stay cute and michevious forever ..Raphael..!!

My heart is filled with love Well I know Life is short and unpredictable I really hope that my love for you will live forever I close my eyes and pray for all my wishes to come true Every night I go to bed Hoping to dream of you And entering into your dreams Sometimes they do come true and it could happen If you are craving for it You are the one in my life I wanted you to stay In my heart you are always there to comfort me and cheering me up I wanna tell you something I will give you all my love that you deserve Cause you are the one You are my everything Everything Everything Everything

Happy Birthday !!! my 20th birthday .. *yippy*

Heee ..happy birthday to me happy birthday to me ... happy birthday to meeeeee .. .happy birthday to ME ME ME ... wahhaha Finally it's my turn.. wow ... phone start to flood with wishes from friends...heee ... and wishes from my brother.. ^ ^ hehe ... " im so happy that he called me ... and say "Happy Birthday to my lovely sis" heeee I got a surprise from someone... is a bday gift from hk... " i open it up ... hee .. it's a cutie pooh bear and a small card" sweet yeah !!! so happy as if im in cloud nine...

birthday Celebration

Well Well.. this is a combine celebration with my pal.. juan... haha .. we went for movie and pizza after that " its fun after all " Heee .. but i cant wait for tomorrow.. cause it's my turn.. and im going to celebrate with my PARENTS and i will have a call from brother .... HEee ..... Heeeee .....

Sweet words..

true friends says: Hear this voice from deep insideIt's the call of your Close your eyes and your will findThe way out of the dark true friends says: Here I amWill you send me an angel Here I amIn the land of the morning star true friends says: Dearest sunshine, i miss u and dont think that i will ever forget u, u gave my life a new meaning, u made me who i am now, and i wish that i been able to do the same for u, i will try my best to make things right, to make u smile, cuz ur my sunshine and i'm ur takecare always, and one day i'll be the one to takecare of u , but beleive me when i say, u never left my mind and heart, ur my sunshine,..smile and shine,,,my sunshine,,,,i'll always face the sun to feel u shining at me,....marry xmas and ho ho ho true friends says:dearest sunshine true friends says:u gave me strength and made me smile when my eyes was full of tears, thank u true friends says:and wish u a life time of blessing true friends says:thank u dearest sunshine

Re: christMas... ^ ^ HO !! HO!! HO!!

Well well ... it's xmas... yeah !! merry little christmas to myself, my parents and my one and only lovely brother bear and everyone out there... heEe!!! Just got home from count down.. its pretty fun due to the atmosphere.. unfortunate my palz lost her hp... *sob sob* somehow.. not so enjoyable after that... When i was in the bus on my way home ...a silly msg me say wanna give me X'mas prezzie.. " i was like to surprise as i never buy anything for him.." so i was like huh... so late le.. where to get something for exchange... well ... got prezzie just take it.. "so happy" he waited me at my house downstair and pass it to me .. sent me back home then he went home.. it's a cute little maro.. haha ... "thanks silly"

I can love you like that... I would make you my world

I can love you like that I would make you my world And give my heart to you If you were my prince You are the one whom I needed for all I'm sure I will not hold anything back I will show you everything that is precious to me And that's you I can love you like that forever and ever My love for you is unlike a dream It's real It's everlasting I will never make a promise to you If I'm not going to keep it I say forever you are mine, means forever you will be mine And I would swear that this is true Baby open your eyes and feel it And you will know this is not a dream

Thank you baby

You're all I ever needed You're all I ever wanted I dream of you quite often Hoping that you are doing fine with no worries and sorrows Every night, wishing that you are here right here with me You are my joy As you are my silly batman who loves to see the green world with a great SMILE And willing to be my silly clown You are my comfort As your arms are wide enough for that warm hug You are my sense of security As you will always be there with me And you know where to look for me without me telling you where am I That's what I'm touched with As our hearts are linked together You are sexy As the sun set over the horizon You are passion As the morning sun rises brightly You are my life And this is as important to me which I can't live without You are my one and only love Which nature meant Smiles came from the strength that you had given me With you by my side My heart is complete with all the smiles and happiness As long as you are there I had got everything I needed Thank you baby

It's you .. that makes me feel this way

Sometime I wonder are you important to me Are you meant to be that important Tell me baby How can I smile with tear in my eyes That's how I feel When I start missing you I never met a guy who was so damn sweet like honey just like you do Can't wait to see you again I never found a true love that was so complete Till I found you Am I dreaming Am I I feel so lost So lonely When you are not there Simply it's you That makes me feel this way

Cherish this love

My favourite and lovely song.. i found that the lyric of this song is really meaningful, sweet and touching.. Simply love it.. As it really say out my feelings and my thoughts.. Love is to feel it not to say it ...but it's to feel it... [Cherish this love lyric] Sorry for making you cry For turning away As you walk on by But baby I need to be strong And I need to move on with my life You know it's not that I don't care So don't make me feel bad it's not fair Baby you know all the reasons I made my decisions in life Now a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do And a boy has to become a man And I'm sorry for saying But it's love that I need And that love I just can't get from you It's funny how things turned around One day I am lost Then I'm found It happened so fast I knew it would last From the first time I first looked in your eyes Although it's so soon this I know I'll never be on my own Dreams turn to tears She buries my fears And I will cherish this love ever more You know it's not easy to do Turning my back on me and you But baby I need someone there Who will love me and care for my life Smiles they turned into tears And all of my dreams They all disappeared Baby this cannot be right So I'll turn down the light On our love Now a boy's gotta do What a boy's gotta do And a girl has to do what she can And I'm sorry for saying But it's love that I need And that love I just can't get from you It's funny how things turn around One day I am lost Then I'm found It happened so fast I knew it would last From the first time I first looked in your eyes Although it's so soon this I know I'll never be on my own Dreams turn to tears She buries my fears And I will cherish this love ever more And everything that could gone wrong Has gone wrong at some time Now I can see the light It was love at first sight And I'm not gonna let this girl go It's funny how things turn around One day I am lost Then I'm found It happened so fast I knew it would last From the first time I first looked in your eyes Although it's so soon this I know I'll never be on my own Dreams turn to tears She buries my fears And I will cherish this love ever more Yes I Will With you

you you you....

Someone to love Someone to touch Someone to hold Someone to know If you are by my side everything will be alright But now I'm all alone in a dark room Looking at the ceiling and walls Wondering how are you now. And hoping that you are here with me It's the purest of pain in me Can you feel it It's inside me which makes me feel like I’m dying I wish I could tell you that But whenever I see you Everything is fine As you are there to be my only clown to give me back my fantasy And this is the things I need To let my world filled with happiness instead of emptiness You are the only one It's you Spartanly it's you My dearest I really do not know the reason why In my mind, my dream is full of your shadow and soul What make it so special. Is this fate that brought both of us together? Can you tell me why? All nights I just want to dream another dream And another dream of you This is my sweet and lovable dream which I'm yearning for all the time You give me that feeling Which brought me back to my life Without loneness

Re: hope.. it's hope

Hope that things can rewind Hope that memories can always be there Hope that fate is still there Hope that things will be fine Why am I hoping for so much? It's because of you All because of you I'm doing all these Thinking what should I do to make u smile again Thinking what should I do to make you feel warmth Thinking what should I do to make everything perfect Just for you I will try And try And try

Feel it

Across thousands miles Baby I swear to you That I'll be there in anytime you want me too I'm true to you So please don't leave me alone cause I need you I really hope that I could talk to you all night Just to hear you breathe Listen to your heart beats And being close with you Just like living in my Dreams Close enough to see you Close enough to touch face and feel you Close enough to have trust in you Close enough in any other things I just wanna be close to you Words can't tell anything from your eyes Unless you feel it Feel it deeply with your heart

Touching words from him....

11/24/2004 3:20:54 AM From:true friends To: - --(*) eRin..[Love is when you look into someone's eyes] i alway want to write the perfect thing for u , but when i get to know u , i found out that there will be nothing perfect enough for u, but i will always try, even if i know i will never make it , hoping that one word can make u see what's in me, ,,,,,,,,,for u , and only for u, i will always write, what i feel inside , and one day u will understand what u mean to me....only for u

Nice And Special One...

11/24/20043:14:04 AM From: true friends To:- --(*) eRin..[Love is when you look into someone's eyes] When I was lost, I could not see All the beauty and wonder, wrapping around me. I was alone, dreaming of you Oh I could not imagine this dream coming true. So much joy now, in all that I touch You make me feel everything so much. I will love you for the earth at my feet. I will love you for the sun in the sky. I will love you for the falling rain, I will love you for the heart that could break. I will love you for the dreams that we share. I will love you for the falling rain, Face in the wind, tears from my eyes Baby, where have you been? But I was, always, waiting for you. To pull back the door. To take me by the hand and lead me through. This whole world was a stranger to me. (stranger to me) Now you have opened my heart to everything. Like a whisper in a dream, you walk softly into my life with love and sweet emotion and as I gaze into your eyes I see the beauty that God has created. And I love you girl, Now and Forever...

I'm missing you

I'm missing you Even though you are not right here by my side Things between us are going too wide I will give the whole world to u Anything you are asking me I would do it for you But I would rather walk away Walk away from this place If the love is already gone between us But I'm missing you for real You said that you love me, you miss me Baby sometimes you just saying the words, I'm afraid that our fate is going to be over And that's the last thing I can feel when you left If you got something to tell me Please don't keep it inside If your heart is not real, Please do not try to fake up on how you feel If it's so I can't make you change your mind And I would just walk away, walk away , walk away...

" OK baby"

Today is a fun loving day teaching Raphael.. He is so funny.. I taught him Money calculations today... And whatever i asked him to do today He will replied me" OK baby" Then i would say " What ok baby? You are a big baby" " No, you are baby, Haha... baby" "HAha" i laughed, wondering whats in his mind.. "Can you buy me a Monkey for Xmas?" "What monkey?" "Monkey Pencil Box, Can?" "Ok i like Monkey , Heeee!!" "Eh!! Raphael..You like monkey or money?" "Monkey, OK baby..." I wondered in my mind.. he will be a romantic chap when he grow up and this makes me feel Really indeed a silly, fun-loving,cute and lazy boy....

Wondering in my MIND

Today, is really special... Someone had told me something which he had kept in his heart for a LOng time..Well im surprise... is it true ?? or fake, i Wondered in my mind... Well , how should i face it, i do not know, AVOID or remain and see how things go ... Well let fate decide it ...

Daddy's Birthday

Happy Birthday to my Daddy... Heeee ... I brought my daddy to Holland to eat BBQ stingray and some other chinese Food.. *Yummy* And i treat my dad a bottle of beer Well i can see his smile on his face...I'm feeling so Happy... Happy Happy evening!!!! NExt YeaR will Be something Special FOr HIm.. Rather then Just FOod AlOne...

my Little Cute Student Raphael

He is so cute... And he is So fun to be taught He asked me a question today.. "Teacher, what time my mum come back?" "How i know, is your mum not mine." "I dont like my mum to come back, cause she will scold me." "She scold you because you are playing during my lesson, thats why." "and you always like to hehe Hahaha to me." "Haha".. both of us laugh.. "Are you tired, wanna do some colouring?" "Dont want, wait my mummy scold me again!!" "nevermind, Raphael your mummy is not back yet!!" "Ok you colour this one i colour that one." "Ok" Well he is only a kindergarden kid, i dont wanna stress him so much, as during lesson there should be some work and fun, if not it will drive him nuts "Am i right?" Even though at times he might be mischievous, but boys are like that, loves to play and make stupid faces all the time. "It's really a great pleasure teaching him even though he does makes me angry"

Crazy for him.. just him

Crazy, I'm crazy for him I can hear his heart beat thousand miles away Every time I see him smiling to me, My heart starts pounding Every beat of my heart is telling him how deep I'm in love with him He's the one who gives me love, its crazy love He got a sense of humor when I'm feeling down He takes all my troubles, all my grief, all my lonesome soul away He gives me sweet loving to lighten up my life He said we are night creatures and out heart linked together And that's what we feel it It's the feelings This makes me mellow down to my soul I know he got work to do But when he is back I will shine the brightest light for him just like the morning sunshine Showing my love to him And telling him You are Mine and I wanna make you my one and only one

Boring life ^ ^

Life is so boring ... Where has my bear gone to?? my one and only brother bear, a bullshiter ..HahA.. Wow .. this shinhwa MV really ROCKS me... the MOves .. its the moves... Aiya.. wanna go rob the bank.. can i ?? And i also long time nv go do some excited stuff with SomEONE .. that SOMEONE .. of cause is the "MEI NU" .. hhaaa " PREtty COW".. my PALZ... Hahah .. Whom i can share my happiness and sorrows with.. She's so special MAN... REALLY REALLY SPECIAL.. She is THE BEST ... babe .. in the WORLD ok.. "Baby.. if you are reading this, Remember my words, NO WORRIES.. everything will be ALright and you can get what you want.. what your craving for.. which are those things you told me LAst midnight..." OEI.. when go midnight show man ... "ASK you bf drive his RED Porsche out and on the way fetch me OK !!! " Lets rock the TOWN ..

Craving for ..

Simply Special When i first met you; Your moves Your dance Your steps Your expression Your smile Your Stunt and Cool look Makes me remember you I'm craving for you Craving for you Like hell...

Perfect Man

Perfect .. Perfect ... Perfect... You are the one .. Perfect in my eyes Perfect in my heart You are my perfect man I want you in my life Baby ....

Crazy midnight day 2

Madness Midnight, "Damn it" how come i can't sleep?? Well then i started to think.. Hmm .. why not included my life Journal in here ....Only poetry.. "Bored".. even though is unique.. i want to be more unique.. i want to have BOTH.. * Heee, giggle* Wow.. now is approaching 4.30 am and i can sms SOMEone to wake up and PEE... "Haha Ha".. it's Damn fun..Well in the morning i think this person is going to SLAP and Chop me Off... my eyes are still so big .. HOW come man.. at least my luck is good .. " my msn list still got ppl Online" so just bullshit ..*L0L*

Here comes the day

Here comes the day The day when I’m able to see you again My baby, I wanna fix a lifetime with you Just hold me, simply hold me As your arms keep away the loneliness When I look into your eyes I realize All I need is you in my life Without you Life wouldn't mean a thing to me It's just emptiness without you And this is how it takes my breathe It makes me happy when I'm thinking of you It makes my heart start beating even faster when I see you This is the way of love Which I have never felt so great before Baby, I want to make you mine Till the end of life

To the Count of 1,2,3

One... it's a dream going to come true Two...I just wanna be with you Three...You are the only one for me To the count of one, two, three Say farewell to the dark and lonely soul of mine I see the coming of the moon This makes my life begin as the moonlight shines I started to breathe into a new life of mine When you came into this lonely heart of mine Making me falling in love with you Things work out themselves It's just like chemistry between us Nothing else but emotions Once you understand what it's all about And how I feel towards you Nothing can tear us apart Cause.... You got the sense, You are able to feel how I feel Just like how I feel about you Even though we are thousand miles apart You... It's you Who have got the keys to my heart and unlock it It's so incredible I'm feeling I'm in heaven to have you with me It feels so great ... So great ..

Needless upon waitin

In my life I have been waiting for someone And now There isn't any need for waiting Waiting for that someone to come into my life is really a hard time for me But I'm lucky enough As that someone is already here It's just about you You are the one and only one And it's factual With you i can always feel your warmness Your understanding Your speaking with great fervour Your sense of humour In my mind when I woke up My mind is full of your images Cause I need you always by my side Staying close to me Telling me that you'll be right there to love me a lifetime Telling me that you will And you will be mine For all time you promise me that you'll love me forever Will you?

You are Simply Special

You are the moon who light up my life Unfortunately, forever only lasted just a day and not a life time Without you by my side is like a vision of a lonely life Dreams of dreams will only remains as dream And I believe that love is so strong that will carry on Please take my dreams away All I want is reality All the emptiness in me Shows everything you meant to me Which I could not hide It started so strangely Just like a foolish game But I believe it's not just a game It's fate which brought us together When I'm thinking of you I see lightning It's strike so fast Just like the moment when I first met you Everybody asked me Why, why did I cry for you What is so special that I see in you Well, you are always the special ones in my eyes Always Always in my heart

You are important to me

Lately, I feel that something is missing. I do not know where I wanna go What I wanna do I realized that the sweetest thing in my heart could ever find Is you I never felt this way before since the day I gave my love away to you Everytime I close my eyes I realize that I can't live without you by my side Everytime I see you I can feel the warmth you gave me Everytime when you gonna leave me alone I can feel the pain Everytime I cry I see you placing all the attention on me when I'm feeling down Your laughter, Your smile, Your care, Your everything, Are the sweetest thing which I could not find And how is it now that I can tell you “I LOVE YOU” You are the one Who gave me more than love than anyone else But I never thought that all the feelings I cared were all for you It's never too late to reveal my feelings to you As the flame inside of me will never die

Crazy

Madness NOOn , it's simply madness .. at first i thought have a site to upload all my "touching" poems, unfortunately i do not have the DREAMWEAVER MX," sick" well, then i thought of why not i just upload my Poems at Blogger.. HahA ... thanks JEZ for giving an inspiration " You got BLOG" " No , i don't have it" "Oh ya.. why not i use blog to upload my poems" "Not bad right" Then i start to register in blog.com at first .. then i found ..i do not like the templates not really that nice "Yo hows your blog?" "Dont know still figuring how to create" "You know le must teach me ne" "Sure why not" "But the background not nice one, so sian" "Which blog your sign up?" "Blog.com loh" "Most common is Blog.com and Blogspot.com" "I saw my frens one so nice" "Aiya why dont tell me earlier, ok i go cancel Blog.com and reg the blogspot" "Hmm... blogspot is better ... they say can create your own template, but how , where to upload the background i want ?? " "Erm .. dont know le .. use html one?" "i know but where to upload the background and link to it?" "Aiya build a site is better man...but nevermind la .. this hosting also not bad.. but mine not so nice ne.."

Cruel to the EYES

Cruel to the eyes Can't sleep at night Without you by my side Tell me why Without you I can't breathe easy Can't have any sweet dreams I want to forget everything But why did you make me remember Why Can you don't be so cruel to me Let me breathe easy Just for once, Just for once Once in the life time we had sweet memories But what is over is over Just let it be baby Let me go and lead in the life Which belongs to me? Belongs to me Can you? Make my dreams come true…

Every Night i can FEEL you Right Beside me

Every night I can feel you right beside me You are just as important to me You are my life You are the one who lighten up my life Without worries and sorrows During my exam period I feel Stress out But with you by my side Supporting me, Wishing me, Comfort me, I feel touched I found that I'm so lucky to have you Even though we are far apart I can always feel that you are just right here with me The instinct you gave me is so special That I had not had before Whenever I feel that my hope is gone You are the one who give me strength to live on But whenever you are in moodiness I'm craving and hoping that I’ll be there To cheer you up, To brighten you up, To console you And seeing you having a cheerful resilient with a WIDE smile on your face Out of my dreams And in my life You are the one Whom I care the most I don't mind being a clown Acting stupid face and saying some lame jokes just to make you smile All I want is your smile Which is the one and only “smile, etc from ear to ear” from you? Do you get me Do you hear me Can you feel me I'm sure you can I'm certain about it.

Longing for you

I'm longing for your SMILE .. Your Voice Your face Your eyes Your emotions Your sweet talks It's all so special to me Which I can't forget Can't forget Even when I'm closing my eyes I'll be thinking of you Dreaming of you All these cause pain But I really wish that all these pain can be wash away I really wish that But I think it will never be till I see you again You are the special ones Who took my heart away I'm just a heartless and lonely soul Living without you by my side when I’m sad, scared or happy Can you hear the words I said Can you feel it Can you hear me calling for you everyday and nights I wonder in my mind… Wondering what's the answer