Wednesday, January 31, 2007

*Frozen Egg*

I did ask Baby a question. If I put an egg into the freezer what will happen? He said that it would not be harden cause its not liquid. LOL!!! Eventually, I have proven to him that it'll turn into SOLID.

Monday, January 29, 2007

*Demoralize*

Once again, I'm going for an interview. Well, it's my 2nd interview at this Japanese Company. The interviewer was a 40 yrs old man. He asked me lots of dumb silly question. For example, do you know how to operate a computer? Do you know how to surf? Do you play msn?*(Computer literate in the sense) LOL. DAMN it man. He asked me do I KNOW HOW TO OPERATE A COMPUTER. HEYO, WHERE AM I FROM MAN??? He mentioned that it's a permanent job thus if I'm selected, I must be dedicated and not fooling around. If I wanna tender, it' within 24 hrs but he hope that I will hop to another company just because of another company is having a higher offering. Well in this world is, if someone pays you a higher price, of cause you will go for it isn't it ? We chatted for an hour. Eventually, there are afew more applicants he's going through thus my chance of going in is 50-50. He even added that if I expect increment, DON'T CHOOSE A JAPANESE COMPANY. LOL!!! Well. I think, it's still not my cup of tea. AS I STILL LOVE TUTORING MY BOYS even though there isn't any contribution to my CPF and benefits. Once the interview ended, the interviewer said:" Erin, be a good girl ok?" *nuts* Hhaa .. Surprisely, Frances, my boss did ask me about my interview. I was totally speechless. I wondered why would she still keep me in the company instead of firing me off? As for tomorrow, I'm going for another interview and I'm taking time-off again to go for it.. Why don't she just fired me instead of making me feeling so damn guilty about it. She knows that I don't like my current position and I wanted to resign and I'm going for interviews. Why is she still keeping me? *puzzled* *Ding 5.30pm* Packed my bag and shut down and off to meet baby. We walked from Fuji Xerox to Maxwell Food Centre for dinner. Damn, didn't bring my precious beloved LUMIX. Chicken Rice Bean Curd with Ginkgo Nuts and Soya Milk

Saturday, January 27, 2007

*What shall I do*

When can I officially get out of this building? I wonder. Time passes kinda fast as it's Saturday once again. For this week, I've been through miserable, aimless and blah blah life. In this whole week, I, once again able to see office politics. Well, I guess, I'm counted lucky as I have met two wonderful bosses. What makes me think they are wonderful? In most occasion, if an employee want to resign, the employer will just release him/her without giving counseling and what so ever. Eventually, for my situation, I'm very frank to both of them. I told them that I don't enjoy doing book-keeping. I have tried but it's simply not my cup of tea. I went home miserably and wanted to quit and I even get ready my resignation nicely printed out. Ha!! This shows how I dislike this job scope. One of my bosses, Frances, told me to give myself some time to adapt to it as for now it's too soon. I then told her I simply don't like it. She then asked Jerry, another boss to speak to me. As for Frances, her point of view is that since I don't like a deskbound job, I can do sales. That's the reason why in the first place she offered me to be an adviser. But, I chose to try book-keeping. Nevertheless, I found out that I don't like it. I can't sit in the office for long hours and I tend to get bored and haywire easily. Frances talk to me for an hour plus on Thursday evening about life and how she succeed in life. I did tell her what I like to do, which is tutoring. I enjoyed even though it's tiring. But once, my students get good result I felt contented. Not only that, their parents are happy with it and with the service I provide. She said I'm a high "I" which means I enjoy talking to people and can get along easily, "HUMAN RELATIONSHIP". On another hand, I'm likeable, thus approachable. Unfortunately, I don't have the courage to do it. There's FEAR IN ME. TIMID in the sense I guess. Well, I also got no idea. I'm aimless in my career path. Frankly speaking, I still enjoy giving tuition to kids. It's fun. I love to have fun while working. I can't endure with just purely work without any entertainment as its like committing suicide. After all the chatting on thursday evening, she asked Jerry to talk to me on Sat morning. In her mind, she hopes that if there are changes, I'm still within the company as she likes me. This morning, had a chat with Jerry. Same thing happened again. He said that he and Frances like me thus he wanna groom me. I was speechless cause both of them think that I've the potential to make it unfortunately for myself, I think I can't make it through. Till now, after all the talk, they want me to go home and think about it cause I keep avioding it and don't wanna think about my future career path. I counted myself really damn lucky and I'm not contented. Have two such nice bosses giving me an opportunity to choose what I want to do. No matter what's the outcome, they will still respect my decision. Finished chatting at 2pm, met up with baby for lunch at Tanjong Pagar Plaza Market. Fried Hokieh Noodles (not really that yummy) Wanton Noodles (average) Fried Carrot Cake (Ghim Moh Market is better)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

*Donut Pics from Ricky*

Apple Cinnamon Double White Chocolate Hazelnut Milk Chocolate Lotus Mocha Orange White Chocolate Peanut Chocolate Spicy Cheese Strawberry White Chocolate Well, these pictures are rather blur cause its taken by using a webcam but not that bad ya!!! Haa... Thanks Ricky for helping me to take pictures of his LOVELY DONUTS.. Woo!! He queued for 3 hours plus just to get 12 donuts. Haha...It's kind of unbelievable that he would do such thingy. Current Groove: Beatles - Hey Jude

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

*Dinner with BABYYYYY*

Simply miss those days with baby...

Saturday, January 20, 2007

*Unusual Saturday*

Fried Mars from British Takeaway. Well, I don't quite like it cause its rather SWEET... I miss my Baby.. my EXCURSION... my 5 DISHES..my BEAR Current Groove:Billy Ocean - Caribbean Queen

Friday, January 19, 2007

*My student is a HERO*

Stepped infront of the corridor, I sensed that something was not right. Everyone in the living room was quiet. I then settled myself down. "YOUR GODSON WAS BEING REPORTED IN SCHOOL!!!" Stefanie exclaimed. Well obviously she's referring to the youngest boy, Rodrigo. LOL!! "Huh!! Isit because of spelling or homework?" I asked. "NO!!!!" Nevertheless, I was confused and kept wondering. I then started lesson with both Jethro and Rodrigo. 10 minutes later, I got a SMS telling me about what's going on. Stefanie mentioned to me that Rodrigo got into a fight and he's a HERO. I was dumbfounded and speechless. I then replied back, "WOW!! He's so POWER!!!!" LOL... Simply can't comment about anything as I didn't know what's going on in the first place. As usual, while I was teaching him, he's mind will tend to wonder else where and not concentrating at all. He's stubborn, mischievous and LAZY. SIMPLY NOT WILLING TO LEARN. No choice, gonna wait till times comes. MIRACLE!!! When Stefanie came back, she told me everything. "Now is only half of the first month of school reopen and he's causing so much trouble in school!!" "When the teacher ask him to sit in his group to learn together and do some discussion, he just simply sit on the floor alone." *MUTE* "Why is he in the fight?" I asked surprisingly. "He just fight for nothing." "While the teacher was teaching, he kicked his classmate." Eh!!!! No comment, maybe watched too much WWE. Haha!!! "You see la Miss Tan, he's stubborn, naughty and nothing inside his brain!!" "As for Darryl, he's naughty, he likes to make fun of people but he can control and there's something inside his brain." Well I could feel that she's fuming..WOo!! STEAM.. ROAR... Whenever there's lesson with him, I do ask him does he have any homework or spelling. Well, his answer will definitely be "NO" without thinking or looking through his diary. Or maybe he doesn't even bother to write it down. Stefanie, she herself also agreed on these. She did check his bag and there's homework to be done. She even asked him again, unfortunately, he said "NO". Ok then, she just let him be and the very next day he was being punished during recess time. She was frustrated till she gave the form teacher and principle the authority to punish him by making him staying back during recess or after school as it's fine with her. Even for me, she also asked me not to stress myself so much as she herself understand what's going on. I then told her that I'll not be charging her for Rodrigo. After all, she thinks that it isn't very nice. I was like, for me, the time consumed at her place was the same and there won't be any lost as she's putting Rodrigo and Jethro together for one and a half hour lesson. As for Rodrigo, he's only 45 minutes. In these 45 minutes, I'm sure it's like wasting of time as he don't even bother for his own studies thus till the end of the lesson, there's still nothing in his brain. Whatever lesson for him it's a WASTE OF TIME.. Well, it's TRUE.. "It's okay, Miss Tan, as I said don't bother much about him and teach whatever you can as I want to be fair."

Hmmm.. I do understand what she meant. It's like I'm teaching Darryl and Jethro thus she doesn't want to make people think that why is she's letting the two boys having tution and not Rodrigo. We then rearranged the schedule as I'm going to start work on Monday. It's kind of .... Well I do not know what to say about this kind of issue. But out of all, I still preferred Darryl to be my godson as he's so adorable, mischevious and funny. He can really makes me laugh throughout the lesson by the way he talks and his funny lame jokes. Whereas, for Jethro, he's more towards the caring and serious type of boy. Current Groove:Billy Joel - Uptown Girl

*Nice Foot*

Sprain my ankle yesterday while crossing the traffic light. Damn!! Not only that, I also had a minor cut on my knee cap.. CRYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

*Mask*

Anyone who is going to Japan can you all please kindly keep a look out for this MASK for me? It's really a good mask. When putting it on, I feel very relax, cooling and ENJOYABLE!!!! Really good, nice and affortable. 20 pieces at 5000 Yen which is about 68 Sing dollar. Think I'm gonna miss my baby as his mum was hospitalised. Hope that his mum get well soon. MUACKS!!! Love u Baby!!! Current Groove:Billy Ocean - Caribbean Queen

Monday, January 15, 2007

*I need a Psychologist*

I had been in a low and high mood sporadically. Been for 6 interviews only 2 out of 6 shorlisted me for the job. Unfortunately, one is due to the early time slot given and another is due to ("OVERTIME occasionally"). At first, I was damn exhilarated to go for interview as I wanna brush up my interview skill. But, I'm getting more depressed and stressed-up. Finding a job is really not an easy task. Well to me, it's more like I'M BEGGING SOMEONE FOR A JOB. I need to be polite, to be sincere. Even though they asked me to wait for 15mins to half an hour, I simply just need to tell myself I have lots of time and I must not get frustrated. Once I bomb, that's it. Waste of time and opportunities. BUT!! It's also doesn't mean that I will get that "xxxxing job". My temper is getting worsen. Somehow get irritated easily. I can't even stand myself MOST OF THE TIME and I wonder how baby can stand me ?? Interviewers alway like to use the two words "FRESH GRAD" Yes, I am, so what, all of you started from GRAD TOO ISN'T IT.. Damn shit. "You studied Building and Real Estate Course, why don't you go into property line?" Hello, if I wanna go, I won't be here for interview ok. It doesn't mean that you studied that particular course, you need to go into that line!!! Damn ass question. Can't they change those dumb questions. Work whatever shit in whatever LINE is all due to one word "MONEY". If I don't need that I won't be here. At times, when I'm damn freaking hot. I feel like telling them off, why I wanna go into administration job scope its all cause I got no other choices and I need cash... YOU WANT, YOU EMPLOY, YOU DON'T WANT, YOU FUCK OFF.. DON'T COME AND TELL ME I WILL INFORM YOUR AGENT IF YOU ARE SHORTLISTED AS I CAN'T CONFIRM WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.. You are giving me hope, eventually, don't know whether is that a hope or shit. WHY CAN'T THOSE COMPANIES BE MORE STRAIGHT FORWARD??? Totally exhausted.. feeling more aimless in each and everyday. I know I'm a spoilt brat.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

*Patience*

After an early lesson with Darryl and Jethro at 11.30 am, off to Takashimaya to look for my umbrella as mine is spoilt. Then spotted these unique statues while strolling to Raffles City to wait for Baby to finish his work. Reached Raffles City at 2.30pm. Smsed baby that I had reached. Unfortunately, he told me that he's still working on his stuff. I was like.... Nevermind, continued shopping at Raffles City. Walked to basement and was curious about what were those people queuing up for?? Woo... It's DONUT.. What's so special about it? Due to curiosity, I join in the queue too. This is another famous snack!! Simply love the Sausage. But the queue was not as long as compared to the Donut Factory. Beard Papa, used to be a long queue too, but now it's not Woo!! Finally, its my turn. I simply can't imagine myself spending 2 and a half hours waiting for TWO DOUBLE CHOCOLATE DONUT. If its not for wasting my time while waiting for baby, I WON'T BE DOING THIS!!! Two and a half hours hard work. I think I'm the silliest of all caused most of those people who were queuing up bought either one dozen of a few dozen. Me, only two. One for myself and another one for baby. Well, baby and I think that it's nothing special about this donut. Double Chocolate Donut (Close-up view) Time passes kinda fast, its 6.30pm,finally baby called and said he's out. SCREAMMMM!!!! We then took a cab from Funan off to East Coast Food Centre for dinner as I wanna eat HAWKER FOOD FROM NOW ON!!! NO MORE RESTAURANT FOR ME.. I'M REALLY A SPOILT BRAT.. Sugar Cane BBQ Chicken Wings Yummy Satay Our favorite WANTON NOODLES

Thursday, January 11, 2007

*Current Reading BoOk*

Current Groove: Peabo Bryson & Roberta Flack - Tonight Celebrate My Love

Sunday, January 07, 2007

*Tired*

Meatball Pasta @ Pasta Mania Cineleisure The Original Cheesy sausage @ Fareast British Takeaway Bday Gift that enable me to SEDUCE MEN!!!

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