you you you....

Someone to love Someone to touch Someone to hold Someone to know If you are by my side everything will be alright But now I'm all alone in a dark room Looking at the ceiling and walls Wondering how are you now. And hoping that you are here with me It's the purest of pain in me Can you feel it It's inside me which makes me feel like I’m dying I wish I could tell you that But whenever I see you Everything is fine As you are there to be my only clown to give me back my fantasy And this is the things I need To let my world filled with happiness instead of emptiness You are the only one It's you Spartanly it's you My dearest I really do not know the reason why In my mind, my dream is full of your shadow and soul What make it so special. Is this fate that brought both of us together? Can you tell me why? All nights I just want to dream another dream And another dream of you This is my sweet and lovable dream which I'm yearning for all the time You give me that feeling Which brought me back to my life Without loneness

Re: hope.. it's hope

Hope that things can rewind Hope that memories can always be there Hope that fate is still there Hope that things will be fine Why am I hoping for so much? It's because of you All because of you I'm doing all these Thinking what should I do to make u smile again Thinking what should I do to make you feel warmth Thinking what should I do to make everything perfect Just for you I will try And try And try

Feel it

Across thousands miles Baby I swear to you That I'll be there in anytime you want me too I'm true to you So please don't leave me alone cause I need you I really hope that I could talk to you all night Just to hear you breathe Listen to your heart beats And being close with you Just like living in my Dreams Close enough to see you Close enough to touch face and feel you Close enough to have trust in you Close enough in any other things I just wanna be close to you Words can't tell anything from your eyes Unless you feel it Feel it deeply with your heart

Touching words from him....

11/24/2004 3:20:54 AM From:true friends To: - --(*) eRin..[Love is when you look into someone's eyes] i alway want to write the perfect thing for u , but when i get to know u , i found out that there will be nothing perfect enough for u, but i will always try, even if i know i will never make it , hoping that one word can make u see what's in me, ,,,,,,,,,for u , and only for u, i will always write, what i feel inside , and one day u will understand what u mean to me....only for u

Nice And Special One...

11/24/20043:14:04 AM From: true friends To:- --(*) eRin..[Love is when you look into someone's eyes] When I was lost, I could not see All the beauty and wonder, wrapping around me. I was alone, dreaming of you Oh I could not imagine this dream coming true. So much joy now, in all that I touch You make me feel everything so much. I will love you for the earth at my feet. I will love you for the sun in the sky. I will love you for the falling rain, I will love you for the heart that could break. I will love you for the dreams that we share. I will love you for the falling rain, Face in the wind, tears from my eyes Baby, where have you been? But I was, always, waiting for you. To pull back the door. To take me by the hand and lead me through. This whole world was a stranger to me. (stranger to me) Now you have opened my heart to everything. Like a whisper in a dream, you walk softly into my life with love and sweet emotion and as I gaze into your eyes I see the beauty that God has created. And I love you girl, Now and Forever...

I'm missing you

I'm missing you Even though you are not right here by my side Things between us are going too wide I will give the whole world to u Anything you are asking me I would do it for you But I would rather walk away Walk away from this place If the love is already gone between us But I'm missing you for real You said that you love me, you miss me Baby sometimes you just saying the words, I'm afraid that our fate is going to be over And that's the last thing I can feel when you left If you got something to tell me Please don't keep it inside If your heart is not real, Please do not try to fake up on how you feel If it's so I can't make you change your mind And I would just walk away, walk away , walk away...

" OK baby"

Today is a fun loving day teaching Raphael.. He is so funny.. I taught him Money calculations today... And whatever i asked him to do today He will replied me" OK baby" Then i would say " What ok baby? You are a big baby" " No, you are baby, Haha... baby" "HAha" i laughed, wondering whats in his mind.. "Can you buy me a Monkey for Xmas?" "What monkey?" "Monkey Pencil Box, Can?" "Ok i like Monkey , Heeee!!" "Eh!! Raphael..You like monkey or money?" "Monkey, OK baby..." I wondered in my mind.. he will be a romantic chap when he grow up and this makes me feel Really indeed a silly, fun-loving,cute and lazy boy....

Wondering in my MIND

Today, is really special... Someone had told me something which he had kept in his heart for a LOng time..Well im surprise... is it true ?? or fake, i Wondered in my mind... Well , how should i face it, i do not know, AVOID or remain and see how things go ... Well let fate decide it ...

Daddy's Birthday

Happy Birthday to my Daddy... Heeee ... I brought my daddy to Holland to eat BBQ stingray and some other chinese Food.. *Yummy* And i treat my dad a bottle of beer Well i can see his smile on his face...I'm feeling so Happy... Happy Happy evening!!!! NExt YeaR will Be something Special FOr HIm.. Rather then Just FOod AlOne...

my Little Cute Student Raphael

He is so cute... And he is So fun to be taught He asked me a question today.. "Teacher, what time my mum come back?" "How i know, is your mum not mine." "I dont like my mum to come back, cause she will scold me." "She scold you because you are playing during my lesson, thats why." "and you always like to hehe Hahaha to me." "Haha".. both of us laugh.. "Are you tired, wanna do some colouring?" "Dont want, wait my mummy scold me again!!" "nevermind, Raphael your mummy is not back yet!!" "Ok you colour this one i colour that one." "Ok" Well he is only a kindergarden kid, i dont wanna stress him so much, as during lesson there should be some work and fun, if not it will drive him nuts "Am i right?" Even though at times he might be mischievous, but boys are like that, loves to play and make stupid faces all the time. "It's really a great pleasure teaching him even though he does makes me angry"

Crazy for him.. just him

Crazy, I'm crazy for him I can hear his heart beat thousand miles away Every time I see him smiling to me, My heart starts pounding Every beat of my heart is telling him how deep I'm in love with him He's the one who gives me love, its crazy love He got a sense of humor when I'm feeling down He takes all my troubles, all my grief, all my lonesome soul away He gives me sweet loving to lighten up my life He said we are night creatures and out heart linked together And that's what we feel it It's the feelings This makes me mellow down to my soul I know he got work to do But when he is back I will shine the brightest light for him just like the morning sunshine Showing my love to him And telling him You are Mine and I wanna make you my one and only one

Boring life ^ ^

Life is so boring ... Where has my bear gone to?? my one and only brother bear, a bullshiter ..HahA.. Wow .. this shinhwa MV really ROCKS me... the MOves .. its the moves... Aiya.. wanna go rob the bank.. can i ?? And i also long time nv go do some excited stuff with SomEONE .. that SOMEONE .. of cause is the "MEI NU" .. hhaaa " PREtty COW".. my PALZ... Hahah .. Whom i can share my happiness and sorrows with.. She's so special MAN... REALLY REALLY SPECIAL.. She is THE BEST ... babe .. in the WORLD ok.. "Baby.. if you are reading this, Remember my words, NO WORRIES.. everything will be ALright and you can get what you want.. what your craving for.. which are those things you told me LAst midnight..." OEI.. when go midnight show man ... "ASK you bf drive his RED Porsche out and on the way fetch me OK !!! " Lets rock the TOWN ..

Craving for ..

Simply Special When i first met you; Your moves Your dance Your steps Your expression Your smile Your Stunt and Cool look Makes me remember you I'm craving for you Craving for you Like hell...

Perfect Man

Perfect .. Perfect ... Perfect... You are the one .. Perfect in my eyes Perfect in my heart You are my perfect man I want you in my life Baby ....

Crazy midnight day 2

Madness Midnight, "Damn it" how come i can't sleep?? Well then i started to think.. Hmm .. why not included my life Journal in here ....Only poetry.. "Bored".. even though is unique.. i want to be more unique.. i want to have BOTH.. * Heee, giggle* Wow.. now is approaching 4.30 am and i can sms SOMEone to wake up and PEE... "Haha Ha".. it's Damn fun..Well in the morning i think this person is going to SLAP and Chop me Off... my eyes are still so big .. HOW come man.. at least my luck is good .. " my msn list still got ppl Online" so just bullshit ..*L0L*

Here comes the day

Here comes the day The day when I’m able to see you again My baby, I wanna fix a lifetime with you Just hold me, simply hold me As your arms keep away the loneliness When I look into your eyes I realize All I need is you in my life Without you Life wouldn't mean a thing to me It's just emptiness without you And this is how it takes my breathe It makes me happy when I'm thinking of you It makes my heart start beating even faster when I see you This is the way of love Which I have never felt so great before Baby, I want to make you mine Till the end of life

To the Count of 1,2,3

One... it's a dream going to come true Two...I just wanna be with you Three...You are the only one for me To the count of one, two, three Say farewell to the dark and lonely soul of mine I see the coming of the moon This makes my life begin as the moonlight shines I started to breathe into a new life of mine When you came into this lonely heart of mine Making me falling in love with you Things work out themselves It's just like chemistry between us Nothing else but emotions Once you understand what it's all about And how I feel towards you Nothing can tear us apart Cause.... You got the sense, You are able to feel how I feel Just like how I feel about you Even though we are thousand miles apart You... It's you Who have got the keys to my heart and unlock it It's so incredible I'm feeling I'm in heaven to have you with me It feels so great ... So great ..

Needless upon waitin

In my life I have been waiting for someone And now There isn't any need for waiting Waiting for that someone to come into my life is really a hard time for me But I'm lucky enough As that someone is already here It's just about you You are the one and only one And it's factual With you i can always feel your warmness Your understanding Your speaking with great fervour Your sense of humour In my mind when I woke up My mind is full of your images Cause I need you always by my side Staying close to me Telling me that you'll be right there to love me a lifetime Telling me that you will And you will be mine For all time you promise me that you'll love me forever Will you?

You are Simply Special

You are the moon who light up my life Unfortunately, forever only lasted just a day and not a life time Without you by my side is like a vision of a lonely life Dreams of dreams will only remains as dream And I believe that love is so strong that will carry on Please take my dreams away All I want is reality All the emptiness in me Shows everything you meant to me Which I could not hide It started so strangely Just like a foolish game But I believe it's not just a game It's fate which brought us together When I'm thinking of you I see lightning It's strike so fast Just like the moment when I first met you Everybody asked me Why, why did I cry for you What is so special that I see in you Well, you are always the special ones in my eyes Always Always in my heart

You are important to me

Lately, I feel that something is missing. I do not know where I wanna go What I wanna do I realized that the sweetest thing in my heart could ever find Is you I never felt this way before since the day I gave my love away to you Everytime I close my eyes I realize that I can't live without you by my side Everytime I see you I can feel the warmth you gave me Everytime when you gonna leave me alone I can feel the pain Everytime I cry I see you placing all the attention on me when I'm feeling down Your laughter, Your smile, Your care, Your everything, Are the sweetest thing which I could not find And how is it now that I can tell you “I LOVE YOU” You are the one Who gave me more than love than anyone else But I never thought that all the feelings I cared were all for you It's never too late to reveal my feelings to you As the flame inside of me will never die

Crazy

Madness NOOn , it's simply madness .. at first i thought have a site to upload all my "touching" poems, unfortunately i do not have the DREAMWEAVER MX," sick" well, then i thought of why not i just upload my Poems at Blogger.. HahA ... thanks JEZ for giving an inspiration " You got BLOG" " No , i don't have it" "Oh ya.. why not i use blog to upload my poems" "Not bad right" Then i start to register in blog.com at first .. then i found ..i do not like the templates not really that nice "Yo hows your blog?" "Dont know still figuring how to create" "You know le must teach me ne" "Sure why not" "But the background not nice one, so sian" "Which blog your sign up?" "Blog.com loh" "Most common is Blog.com and Blogspot.com" "I saw my frens one so nice" "Aiya why dont tell me earlier, ok i go cancel Blog.com and reg the blogspot" "Hmm... blogspot is better ... they say can create your own template, but how , where to upload the background i want ?? " "Erm .. dont know le .. use html one?" "i know but where to upload the background and link to it?" "Aiya build a site is better man...but nevermind la .. this hosting also not bad.. but mine not so nice ne.."

Cruel to the EYES

Cruel to the eyes Can't sleep at night Without you by my side Tell me why Without you I can't breathe easy Can't have any sweet dreams I want to forget everything But why did you make me remember Why Can you don't be so cruel to me Let me breathe easy Just for once, Just for once Once in the life time we had sweet memories But what is over is over Just let it be baby Let me go and lead in the life Which belongs to me? Belongs to me Can you? Make my dreams come true…