*I got myself into 2 Zhu Long*

AnyOne Wanna see "gu gu jiao" URINE?? . . . . . . . . . . . Current Groove:张信哲-做你的男人

*My Aim*

Well, That gu gu dior sunglass is not at dfs anymore. Sigh!!! Forget it . Now wanna buy LV bag & Gucci cosmetic pouch. LV bag will be in end of oct whereas Gucci cosmetic pouch will be in end of Nov. The Above is the LV I'm going to buy. Whereas, for the Gucci Cosmetic Pouch, I couldn't find the picture of it.

*Birdnest*

Cheaper alternative for me.. Well I can't afford that birdnest which is one bottle for @ 135 bucks, thus I bought the BRANDS instead. Of cause it's diff, that 135 bucks is concentrated, whereas BRANDS is with water and rock sugar only @ S$40.70. From now on I won't spend a damn fucking single cents from my Mum's pocket. I'm sick of it. So damn calculative. FINE.. Even asked her to buy me a box of mooncake from her workplace, she asked me to pay caused I'm the ONE who wanna eat. I was like huh, YOU SO RICH ONE BOX OF MOONCAKE, YOU CAN'T AFFORD TO BUY FOR ME?? Ok. She took the order form to her workplace the next day. She came back and tell me one of the auntie said wait till sales which at one box for 10 bucks. I said:" I thought you said this year don't have?" She said:" the auntie said have!" Ok fine. She then added, if don't have then no need to eat!!! I was like OK!! FINE. Even you buy a box @ 10 bucks I also don't wanna eat. I so poor till can't afford a FUCKING MOONCAKE for myself?? She then said I attitude problem. OK. About the March H.K Trip. She only paid for my ticket, food, hotel, disneyland and ocean park. Most of her cash, she spent on her siblings and sibling's daugthers. She bought alot of clothings, footwear and some other stuff for them and all these she don't see cost in her eyes??? I wondered at times. Well, not say I jealous or what. Come on man.. She throw money on her OWN DAUGHTER, she can be so " " . OK... I will bear in mind. I will never never forget. There still other stuff. Oh ya I remembered. Theres once, I asked to buy me dinner. Guess how she answered me!! She said:" You are working now and you got the cash, you can buy your own dinner what!" OK. I then said back, ok fine, I don't need to beg a packet of 2 plus bucks dinner from you. I'm not a begger. Even though my tuition job is unstable but from now on, I will pay my own hp bills, my necessities and food and whatever shit I need. Anyway, most of the time, I'm buying my own lunch and dinner. I tell myself, I won't eat anything she pays, anything she buy, anything that's inside the refrigerator NOT bought by me. Yeah! That day she just bought a bottle of MEJI Choco Milk, I didn't ask her to buy and she bought it so????? I will let the milk expire and then into the dustbin if she herself didn't drink it. From now on my house is like a hotel to me. More or less it's already like one since long ago. FUCK OFF!!!! Yeah!! I'm this kind of person. You can said that I'm very unreasonable, a fucking ass daughter who is fortunate and yet still didn't realise, but I really can't take it anymore. I'm out of it!!!! Monthly, I just give her a little allowance then that's it. My BRANDS birdnest Current Groove: Wu Bai - Tong Ku De Ren

*No Comment*

Just finished teaching over at Phyllis's place. As usual, she is always unhappy about life. She get pissed off most of the time when her little sis comes into her room and disturb her. I was damn suprising what she asked me today. She asked me LIVE IN ORPHANAGE NEED TO PAY MONEY ANOT. I was like what the "FUCK" Do you know what an orphanage is? It's a place for children who have no parents or any kin. You have parents, grandparents and sis...A family and you wanna live in orphanage? Are you nuts or what, I asked. She kept quiet. Most of the time she's ranting about she hate living in this house and blah blah blah. I said you still young. Cause of all these "family problems" will lead you till so unhappy. When you grow up, you will be facing even more problems! Sigh! At her age, she can think about the importance of money and wanna live in a luxury life. Isn't all these my dreams. Damn, well, I didn't even mention to her before I had such a dream!! She's really like Me.. SAME IN THE SENSE. NO COMMENT. Well!! What to do. I said thousands of times even millions... Study first, get a cert and then earn money. It's life. Right now, still young just study and enjoy childhood first. She always ignore my advice eventually. The whole brain is " I WANT TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS, I WANT TO BE RICH and I HATE MY PARENTS AND SIS!!" Seriously speaking, I really don't know how to teach her about life... Not an easy job.. I said to her today, I washed my hands, your future lies in your hands... Either you cherish it or you waste it. The most important is, YOU CAN'T TURN BACK THE TIME... Well, these were what I had been through. When I was young, I'm like her to play and play hate to study thus ended up didn't do well in PSLE. Then when to Normal Technical Stream in Sec School. During the First year, I worked hard then went into Normal Academic Stream. Guess what, failed all subjects. I was struggling at that time. Thank God I managed to pass through. Then during O's, passed all EXCEPT English. Got an E8 grade, thus no where to go and don't wanna go into ITE. I retake my English and on another hand took up a course in Informatics Computer School. I had wasted a lot of my dad's money on education. I got my diploma in Informatics and I remembered I did retake one subject. Off to Advanced Diploma, I dropped out of this course half way as I got a chance to go into Polytechnic. At first, I did change to all the Advance courses to part time, unfortunately, its too tiring, thus I gave up in the end. Wasted my dad's hard cash. My dad didn't say a word as he got nothing he can do. I knew that in his mind, he hoped that I could get into poly of cause as it's under government after all. More well-recognised in the sense. Finally, strived through 3 years. Well thanks to my two buddies for accompanying me through these 3 years. Now I had grauduate. Plan to look for a job as I had mentioned before, but I really do not know what I wanna work as? Feeling aimless.. Don't know what to do. Don't know what I want. In my mind is "dont know.. dont know" All i know is "DONT KNOW" Whatever job is still about MONEY. All work for MONEY!! Isn't it true?? Yes TRUE.. VERY TRUE. All i know is I'm going to leave my kids soon.. Feels rather weird as most of them had been with me for at least 2 to 3 years. As for phyllis, I taught her when she was Primary 2 and right now she's in Primary 4.. Time flies so fast. Sounds like I'm going older with wrinkles and more white hair coming out.. Well, continue my aimless journey.

*Me, Myself*

Recently, I'm like a haywire woman. Happy at times, depressed at times. Somehow like the morale in me is getting lower in the sense. Yeah, there are people around me who are good to me, give me the best. Well, I truly APPRECIATE. At times, humans don't really feel contented in life. (Including myself) Humans are humans indeed. When people are good to them, they don't really know how to appreciate. Once it's gone, they start to regret and wonder why don't they cherish it in the first place! Well, this is life I guess. Life is really like a roller coaster, a game. What you wanna be you can Be. It's the matter of whether you want to work towards your goal. I wanna to be rich, wanna be 'tai tai' who lead a luxury life. Yeah, I'm more and more materialistic now. In life, you can't survive without "MONEY". I guess, it's becoming more and more "devilish" to ME. I want branded from head to toe and everything in me must be the best of ALL. Unfortunately, I think I got a long way to go as my "full time tutor" job is going to end soon, thus it's time for me to go and look for a job. I'm happy in my current job even though most of the time they are driving me crazy, but, I really enjoyed myself. Through all these years of teaching, I had learnt a lot. About childhood, what's the latest cartoon, what's the latest toys on sale and etc. Yeah! Nowadays, the kids are leading a much better life compared to my time. Well, it's a generation life cycle. A good thing about teaching them is that they let me see through lots of things. For example, what kind of person when I was young! Well it's so call a mirror image. Frankly speaking, it's not as easy as ABC to teach a kid. You not only need to teach them, give them knowledge but also LIFE. In my point of view, I think that teaching them about LIFE is really important as now is their growing up stage, thus, those children they mix around with and the things they see in this world really can affect them. Either they become a better person or an atrocious person. Well, I'm not a good example for them either. In this world, there aren't any 'PERFECT' only PREFECT!! Most humans have two sides in them, one is good and one is evil. Seriously, it's hard to find someone who is not wearing a 'mask'. That's the reason why I love to work with children. First, they are harmless. Second, they are not wearing a mask infront of you as they are naive. Third, even though, they do tell lies at time but at least you know they are lying by looking at their silly faces. As for adults, at times you don't even know are they real or not as they know how to hide their expressions. Woo... What a wondering life I'm leading. But I still thinks that god is fair. For those who comes from a broken family, they will lead a better life. For example, no worries for money, can live without a job and have a good pretty gf or good handsome bf. Well there are pros and cons. It's like you have some thing good by your side, god will take away some thing you once had before. For those who don't have the best thing always by your side, god will give you some other thing good to compensate in your life. Eventually, I'm unbalanced, depressed, not contented. I'm greedy. Yeah I am. But at least my temper is better compared to when I was young. Current Groove:Celine Dion - Miracle

*Enjoyment*

Movie @ The Cathay with Baby. The cocaine cowboys of the '80s are gone, but Miami's Casablanca allure, the undercover cops and the attitudes of Michael Mann's culturally influential television series have been enhanced by time in the feature film version of Miami Vice. Ricardo Tubbs (Academy Award® winner Jamie Foxx of Ray, Jarhead) is urbane and dead smart. He lives with Bronx-born intel analyst Trudy, played by British actress Naomie Harris (28 Days Later, upcoming Pirates of the Caribbean II and III), as they work undercover transporting drug loads into South Florida to identify a group responsible for three murders. Sonny Crockett (Colin Farrell of S.W.A.T., The New World) ]to the untrained eye, his presentation may seem unorthodox, but procedurally he is sound] is charismatic and flirtatious until-while undercover working with the supplier of the South Florida group-he gets romantically entangled with Isabella, the Chinese-Cuban wife of an arms and drugs trafficker. Isabella is played by the Chinese actress Gong Li (Raise the Red Lantern, Memoirs of a Geisha). The best undercover identity is oneself with the volume turned up and restraint unplugged. The intensity of this case pushes Crockett and Tubbs out onto the edge where identity and fabrication become blurred, where cop and player become one-especially for Crockett in his romance with Isabella and for Tubbs in the provocation of an assault on those he loves. Miami Vice, as a large-scale feature film, liberates what is adult, dangerous and alluring about working deeply undercover...especially when Crockett and Tubbs go to where their badges don't count... Dinner @ Raffle Hotel Well, wonder how much does this restaurant worth?? Can someone do a valuation for me?? Oops!!! Sauce, Pepper, Salt, Sugar Straws Serviette Special of the Week (Blue Moon) Burger(Baby's Food) My Chocolate Brownie with Ice-Cream Mashed Potato Sir Stamford Raffles (Handsome & Cool) Woo.. I had spent SooOOooooooo MUCH ON BRANDED STUFF.. COOL.. I'm LOving IT.. Next will be DIOR SUNGLASS & LV BAG. Current Groove:Collin Raye - Love Me

*Lame*

FreeZe... Mince Meat Noodle @ Cineleisure Food Chain. Damn... I told the auntie no bean sprouts, no vinegar, no spring onions and no vege.. Once the auntie finished cooking the noodles, she passed it to the uncle. Before that, I already paid him S$4.00. He then asked me want spring onions? want vege? I said don't want all don't want. Once it's ready, he put it on the tray. When I wanted to take my noodles, he said:" $4.00". I then told the uncle, I PAID U ALREADY ne!! Damn, I so many thingy thingy don't wanna add in you still wanna charge me $8.00 for one bowl of noodles ah? I then walked off. *Crazy!!* Green Tea Ice Cream @S$4.00 Two GIant CHOco BaBy for my Baby.. Opps!!! *Are you happy Baby?* Current Groove: N'Sync - This I Promise You

*Preparation For Exam*

Recently, I'm sort of getting worried as all my boys and girls' are going to have their exams soon. Thus, gonna get them well-prepared. I got 2 of my cutie boys Top School Exam papers and later on I'm going to take cab over to their place as its damn bloody heavy. Can't imagine myself carrying that and walk all the way to Holland Drive. OMG!!! *SWEAT* Hmmm..Haha.. Wondering how come I didnt get for all my kids. Haha cause the rest of them still have tonnes of assessment books not finished yet. Therefore, don't bother!! Opps!!! Once they finished their exam, its time for my to say BYE BYE to them. Really feeling kind of ............... Well got no choice as its time for me to get out and get some work experience. Current Groove:Wham - Wake Me Up Before You Go Go

*Tiring Week*

This morning took cab again as I need to rush back from Tanglin Halt to teach Yong Xiang. Had an enjoyable lesson with Yong Xiang today. After that back home got myself prepared and off to town. Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner Mos Chicken, Ice Milk Tea and Fries MOS Chicken..*Yummy* It's a Heart-Shape Chicken Woo.. It's been a long time I had not done this kind of silly big little dummy thingy..(Espirt Fitting Room) Actually, I wanna get that skirt which I'm trying on but it's S$99.90, thus I put it back >< Pose number 2 Pose Number 3 @ Heeren Stuff I bought for Today!!! Everybody LOOK!!! This is the Sunglass I WANTED.. Gonna Get it by end of this Month.. Yes!!! Current Groove:Babyface - Miss You Like Crazy

*Changi Airport*

Finish teaching at 3.40pm, off to Changi Airport to meet Shu. Usual eat and walk around... PopEyes @ Terminal 1 *Thanks Baby for accompanying me through all these YEARS* LOVE U ALWAYS HANDS UP..FREEZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......... Current Groove: Collin Raye - Love Me

*Something Rare*

While I was on my way to Meiling Street, I was caught in a jam. At that moment, I was wondering what was going on as the opposite street along commonwealth, the traffic was smooth. I kept looking at my watch. God Damn I'm gonna be late. Sigh! Thus I called up the student's grandma and let her know that I'm gonna be late abit due to the traffic jam. As the bus was moving slowly, Woo.. then I spotted "FLOOD".. COOL. As I had never seen FLOOD in my life and this was my very first time. I then quickly took out my phone and busy taking pics as I didn't bring my camera along with me. A girl who was sitting beside me took out her 7610 and took pics too. EEEEE.. Copy cat.. Hmmmmm!!!! Flood along Commonwealth at about 12 plus in the NOON. See that bike.. LOL.. "Water bike" Opps!! After teaching Jefferson, I took a cab to holland drive to teach Jethro and Darryl. Darryl really made me laugh through out the lesson. LOL!!! He wrote about energy saver for his compo. It goes like this, I like energy-saver cause it helps us to save energy. On another side of the book, he drew a man carrying batteries all around him. *Not a bad drawing* One and a half hour passed, off to town. Supposed to wander alone but ended had shu accompanying me for dinner.. LA LA LA Thanks for your company my Baby and thanks for enduring all my shits nowadays. Love U.. Dinner @ Plaza Singapura U.S Fries Salmon with Mushrooms Baked Rice (Bloody Salty Salmon) Curry Chicken Baked Rice (Baby's) Most important is "THANKS" for your payment from "my wallet" Opps!! That's my wallet isn't it?? Wahahah.. I bought it of cause it's mine but the money does not belongs to me.. SAD!!!! Skeleton (without FLASH) Skeleton (with FLASH) Spotted this cute thing thing @ Dhoby Ghaut MRT Some pics from my hp which was taken quite some time ago Current Groove:Daniel Beddingfield - Gotta Get Through This