Daze Daze ...

This is what i had done during my attachment for today.. filing of newspaper articles of condominiums and research about property Typing out types of property like who is the developer of this property including the prices, tenure, location of date of TOP and completion. Read brochures on those properties they are marketing now for example: Sunny Palms and The linear. Read brochures about the company Eventually, all the above jobs are mostly done in the late part of the day itself. As for early in the morning im just sitting down there and dream cause they got nothing for me to do...End up is the marketing dept giving stuff to do so that i wont be bored to death .. and i kept asking them got anything to help out anot. If not the time is damn hard to pass man.. Then throughout the morning i was smsing with monster.. That's about all for today work.. After work i went home rest for awhile then off to teach Yong Xiang..

Sigh !!!

Oh man.!!! tomorrow i need to report to CKS at 8.30am.. super duber early, therefore i need to wake up at 6am to prepare. I have not enjoy enough.. *sob sob*.. And at night still need to teach kids.. A GOOD AND WONDERFUL LIFE.. i simply loves this kind of life.. Great man.. im looking forward "as if" i prefer to sit and shake my leg and wait for money to drop down from heaven.. Wahaha .. Yeah .. I got another aim hee .. one is digital Cam.. another one is LV .. haha LV time again.. lalala This is my dream LV... hahaha

Bye Bye ChengHao

hey.. gi lu gu lu...Today i my last day to teach ChengHao.. really feel a pity, but i do not have the choice. We had an enjoyable lesson today. As usual he will pinch me, play with my hair its so damm irritating man.. well.. Ha infact we should end lesson at 4pm, but he kept wanting me to stay even longer thus ended up leaving his house half an hour later. He even asked me: Are you coming next week? i then replied:"i told you le ma i need to go for attachment so i got no time to teach you" He said if you weekend no work you come over and teach me ok.. I said:"ok i will see how first then i will let you know about it .. is it ok?" He then nodded his head. Off i go home. Actually im supposed to meet up with Alex for dinner but he cancelled off this morning.. "giggle" ha.. then end up im rotting at home.. *Sob Sob*

Anna Sui.. muahaha..

hee.. finally bought this shoes from fareast.. hee.. and here is a pic of it..

After going to fareast.. went to DFS and look at Anna Sui. When i was looking at the Mirror which is 2 for 54 bucks. Then suddenly, pop out a salesgirl speaking to me in Japanese. I wanna laugh but i control. I wanna speak but i dont know what to say. so i just smile at her and walk off.. My friend standing infront of the counter was laughing at me. She told me that see i told u .. you come here sure there's ppl speaking to you in Japanese. I was like hahaha .. all the way.. Ha .. this is not the first time man..Hee.. bought Anna Sui face powder .But i bought the wrong one.. sian.. ne.. my 62 bucks flew off like this.. No choice got to use man cause after i had opened up i found out that it is not purple in colour. is those foundation colour.. i was like oh shit.. "faint man" ...Sigh.. The worst is the colour doesnt suit my skin. so no choice got to blend in together with the foundation and that powder i just use it around my eyes area which will let it look a bit shiny cause of the glitter. *sob sob*..But the purple want make me look brighter.. ga Ga.. Here is the casing hee.. So nice .. i like it.. so unique..

This is the Anna Sui foundation which i bought last month

Fountain at Taka (two tourist even speak to me in Korean asking me to take a pic for them)

Funny song to share

i hate you u hate we all hate the big barney give barney a great at big punch and fall on the floor we all hate barney the purple dinosaur(Haha.. this is another version of the barney song sang by YongXiang) He sang another somersaut one.. but i had forgotten what is the lyric..ha i will ask him to sing for me again. Hee.. about to go out soon.. for shopping spree.. Hee. going to buy a pair of shoes ..hee i will take a pic of it later on and post it here..Whahaa That's all folks

Sux and tiring day

Today is really a fucking sux day. After teaching Chenghao, i went to informatics campus. i took bus no.333 to Jurong East Interchange before that i called up informatics to check out their campus is near where. The lady told me that once i walk throught the Entertainment centre i can see the campus, which means its located behind. What the fuck there is no sign of any informatics building no logo no nothing. What i can only see is the library. So i went to ask the security guard who is standing at the library entrance. He told me that its located over at another road side. So i kept on walking and walking. Then i saw a banner. It stated Informatics New Campus. I was like. hmmm what behind the Entertainment Centre, its located behind the library man..*SICK* Once i entered into the building. WOW... The walkway is so narrow and what i can see are classrooms. So i continue walking and saw a student service counter, i then approached the lady siting there and asked her where can i collect the certificate? She said oh. you got to turn left and walk straight and you can see a room. I then followed her instructions and went into the room and asked the same question again. Fuck.. man.. she told me that you got to walk out of this room keep left and walk straight, then you will see a carpark and infront of it there is an admin block go straight into there and proceed to room number 5. I was so fed up by that time. Once i entered into the admin block i went over to ask the consultant where can i collect the cert. He then told me that walk straight all the way in and you will see room 16. I was like shit. If i dont asked again i will get tricked by that lady who told me to go to room 5. Bloody informatics.. Service sux, education sux too.. only know how to cheat students money. They cheat my bro and my money too. I then went into the room and i said "hello" Hell man.. no one is there. So i waited there for awhile and there came a lady. I said im here to help my "friend" (infact is my bro as i cant say he is my bro to prevent problem) to collect his cert. I took out my IC and authorise letter and showed her. Once she clairfied everything, she gave me the cert and off i left the freaking place. By then i looked at my watch... WOW.. i spent so much time dealing with these.. well nevermind.. no choice he is my bro.. i got to help him to do all these ya. Hee.. i bought a skirt and a shirt when i was on the way to interchange to take a bus home.* Eyes spoil so no choice* Around 7 plus, went to meet monster to take back my cable before going for another kid service. Today phyllis sis really drive me nuts and phyllis herself too.. her sis keep wanting me to carry her *faint* Once i got home i quickly ate my chicken rice .. Yummy Yummy hee.. Yeah here are some presents which i got for teacher's day

A toothbrush eraser from YongXiang

Rose is from Miranda and Samuel, Tigger tin and bears are from ChengHao

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My 2006 schedule Book which i bought from Taka Kinokuniya

Bro's Advanced Diploma Cert..Cool Ya Its a waste that i didnt complete this course..Hai Slap Slap myself man....

The Peninsula HongKong Mooncake from bro's mummy..*Yum Yum*

My Latest Drawing

Missing Missing

Time flies pass so fast.. It's been almost two and a half months I had taught Jetro my Indonesian kid who is cute and quite so i enjoyed teaching him as he is not mischievous at all and willing to learn. Im really glad that he scored well for his Chinese common test 2. I'm pretty surprised that he scored 80. Woo.. feeling so happy. ha .. unfortunately, due to my upcoming attachment i cant continue teaching him anymore so i told his guardian to find him another tutor. Infact on friday should be our lesson but, his guardian told me that they need to go back to Indonsia to attend a wedding. So i said well lets make it the last lesson for today then. She said ok.. she even told me that Jetro told his grandma that he likes his chinese teacher who is ME.. ha .. *wink wink* when i heard that i was so HAPPY. but who knows that i cant continue teaching him. Luckily that i bought his children's day gift along with me today if not i will not have a chance to give it to him anymore. Well i can see smile in his face when he got the gift. Ha !! i hope that he really like it cause its an incredible notebook which is his favourite..The most funniest thing is that his guardian forget about the payment for the lesson. so i asked how bout the payment she said its ok.. i was like.. eh im the employee you are the employer so i came for 2 lessons you should be paying me right. what you mean by its ok??? "blur" so i asked " you want to pay me the 2 lessons today or?" she then said oh ya.. then she paid me 30 bucks. she even thought of letting me to teach his son as he is going to attend primary school next year. but..Well i then added and said if you want you can call me up in FEB as by the time i will fininsh my attachment.Woo!!! im waiting for it.. which means that if she really look for me i will have 2 service kid job to do. COOL. plus two more kids living in ghim moh. Wahha.. Really love teaching these kiddy kids.. mischevious,fun,obedent(only jetro),smart,cute and what else.. and of cause driving me nuts. At times i might also need to be a part time counsellor.. At about 10plus am i went to look for my bro's mum who is staying at kim yam road and from there we sit and chat for awhile and waited for her lady boss to come over. At around 1pm we went off to Changi Airport. After check-in, we went for lunch..and its my treat. ha..and i told her that do not snatch the bill from me again. she said ok. Then,i sent her off and gave her a big hug. Hee.. there she goes again saying "我的乖女儿". Hmm so cosy.. woo.. then i went of to take bus no.27 to my aunt house which is at tampines for awhile. After that, off to Jetro's house to teach him and follow by Yong Xiang a mischievous boy. Oh yeah, YongXiang gave me a toothbrush eraser its so cute. ha.. i will take a pic of it tomorrow cause it will be nicer taking pic in the day using hp camera. Hee!! and today during break time with him.. its special we played tennis ball throwing to one another and catch it.. its so fun.. haha he is so bad .. he kept aiming the ball at me but i even worst.. haa i aim at his butt..haha so fun.. well, Hopefully i can upload that pic soon cause currently my cable is with my dear monster. *sob sob* hee.. im so contented with my life and im so happy as i have a lovely brother worrying about me. Ge ge no worries yeah .. keep all these worries off your mind. Miss miss you and love love you.. *muacks* That's all for today post post.. Yea.. here is the catty look like a lion which i wanna show hee.

Ding Ding

wahhaa time flies really duber fast..
Ahah .. im back to my bloggy.. due to someone who gave me a sudden urge of writing blog again.
Well theres nothing much to update..
Jus that currently im reading Empress Orchid by Anchee Min. Its about a 17 years old girl who is chosen as one of the Emperor's Concubines and becomes one of the most powerful women in Chinese history. It follows her life from enterting into her marriage and gives you a real insight into the Forbidden City and life as a concubine. She then becomes the most powerful woman in China by becoming the Empress. Well i will keep you readers update once i have finished reading it.

Pain...

Today, did a spring cleaning for my room and living room. What a tiring day man.. Still got work not done.. Well i guess i shall leave it till tomorrow man.. What a bad luck day.. well i was cleaning, i injured my finger..NOW BLUE BLACK. and swollen.. Shit pain like hell..now like pig finger.. *sob sob* Really down to luck.. Last week, well i was cleaning my bathroom i slipped and fell ouch.. my butt and back.. I remembered that once i fell the pain was !!!! I almost cried out, but once that sudden pain was gone, i started laughing. I was just sitting on the bathroom floor and laugh.. My mum was wondering what that mad girl doing!!! "Mum, eh i got a big flower" Ha!!!! Today finger.. Next week will be what ? Head? leg? ha!!! dont know either .... Well today is my bro's IELTS exam.. hope he is doing well .... ok .. stop typing now...feeling tired and pain

blur vision

Finally, finished all my tests but do not know whether can make it through?? well don't bother much.. hee !! take red pack first then say man!! Tiring day today Eyes do not know why.. Whatever I am looking is like a blur scenery... maybe too tired or something.. Hmm but still need to help my bro to prepare his IELTS stuff.. hmmmm Hee ... im done by now.. go to bed .. and stop thinking how to solve some prob.. do not know either...

It's you

What my heart wants to say I do not know either You're sensational With you by my side I can feel sense of security Words are so touching And I have been blessed with you If my words don't come my way I still hope that you will know what my heart is going to tell Whenever you feel like you don't belong Or anything that goes wrong You can rest assured that I'm always with you all the time In every moment; Every minute; Every second No matter where you are I will always follow you I know that we are being drifted apart I'm for sure that I can feel you I can feel where you are As that feeling you gave me was so strong And I know that I'm with you With you all the time so does you I made you a promise that I shall forever be yours And not letting you to be alone when you are down You can rest assured that You laugh, I'll laugh You smile, I'll smile If you cry, I'll cry too You are my life My heart My soul My breath My dream Which I can't live without

Amazing Voice of MINE!!! *wink wink*

Werid... REally werid.. werid till im contented and happy..HA!!! I was studying just now till madness came about. Feeling so stress up and bored of reading my lecture notes. The most rediculous thing is that nothing went into my brain and i do not know what the hell am i studying. Wondering how am i going to pass all my common tests. Then i started to scream "GE", then ha!! guess what .. my brother really appeared online.. *amazing* It's really amazing.. Ha !! i began to laugh and laugh. NUTS... *are our hearts linked* and *isit true that he can hear me screaming for him* infact this was not the very first time that had happened... Hee!! he had received the cutie bear postcard which i had sent to him and i told him theres more to come and you just got to wait and wait.. He said thanks for sending him that lovely cute card and he is happy about it!! Then i added, of cause it's cute and lovely cause it was bought by your sis. ha!! See I'm so good to you yeah!! Are you happy with it. He then said of cause you are happy if not you won't sent it.Hmmm .. SICK .. what does these mean man.. I even told him do not throw away those cards i sent him. And he said of cause i won't. Just my landlord will do it. Then i said *FUCK u*. He then added.. How are you going to do it? *MY GOSH* He then heeee heee to me and said kidding i won't throw it away ok!! I said okay, its just that you are going to use it as toilet paper right?? He then said, can you send me a soft one next time round as these cards are too hard for my ass hole!!! Haha !! Well what to do i got such a brother ..Really no comments!! I'm im happy to have him with me Hee!!! wahhaa ... my CLOWN and Slave.. Unfortunately, I'm more like a slave to him.. SAD!!!

You're the ONLY PLACE

Seems like our love is on the road to nowhere fast All my life I thought a love like this would last But every road can hide a corner we can't see I had a vision that I woke up by your side I felt your breathing and our souls were intertwined But who controls love's destiny Not me We had it all right in our hands We had the room to fly and still the place to land And so I'm calling out, I'm calling out You're the only one Who can save us from what we've done That don't leave me hanging on I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back again It's just darkness of evening And you're the only place my heart has ever been Maybe I'm longing in a way of love naive Maybe I'm desperate for a reason to believe There wasn't any wat I thought that we would fall I've seen perfection in a rainbow in the sky I've seen a child make the coldest grown man cry But loving you I thought was greater than them all And we had it all, just you and me And now there's a doorway to me heart without a key Wherever you are right now, come back baby show me how you feel Because I'm lost without you here I'm calling out, I'm calling out You're the only one Now take a look at what I become And don't leave me hanging on I'm reaching out and praying you'd come back again It's just darkness of evening And you're the only place my heart has ever been *********************************************************************************** 太早 太激 其實寧願一個太深 太傷 你不想再害我怕苦 怕酸 還是離開好過講得 不錯 我很 清楚 根本不必苦心想過渡過分手不需 原因都可得到結果 即使一起從無犯過錯仍難回到我們最初 隨便說十個要走的理由你怕說出口 正是愛得不夠成千上萬個放手的理由 這次你忍手而慈善做得多久 你要是怕回頭損失我這個朋友 用你一吻 搭夠 抱得 太緊 還是鞋款不襯吻得 太狠 你的身怕劇震記得 太新 前度還很吸引說的 羞怯 聽的 驚心 (lyric email by richie)

Nice voice and sweet memories

Hee !! got a phone call at 8 am!! that damn early and wondering who isit!! my caller ID stated oversea then i wondered ..my brother will not call me in the morning!! *werid* after picking up the phone then realised it's "him" ha!! His very first words are "Baby 早啊" wooowwww ... *Sweet* yeah!! Then i started telling him 你知唔知现在是几点啊。。。Then he said 我知啊。。是8点吗！！ Well nevermind as we had not chat for quite some time.. Hee as Usual asking me how am i doing and so on.. Nothing much. Well found out that my cantonese is really sux now!! *What happen* i do not know either!! after chatting for half an hour , he need to hang up as he need to go for lesson so we just said bye bye and miss you to one another , then hang up... Hmmmm, feeling sleepy still after a late chat last night with a greeny monster so i went back to sleep again and woke up at 12pm..That greeny monster was scary at the beginning and then went haywire. So i just got to sit there and listen to him and answered him when it's time to answer.. Hmmm!! infact i had not been chatting throughout the midnight for a long long time since october last year after my brother had went to brisbane. Almost everyday, everynight we talked to one another. Well now i think back, i also don't know what the hell there are so much to chat about... Rubbish bullshit!! that is what i thought of.. but we are used to it, it's like a daily routine!! HA!!! *addicted* "ICE" COOL!! haz!! "Brother, i wanna tell you im lucky to have YOU!! and I love you and I MISS you" hee!! i know i had said that for many times but i still like to say it ma!! hee!!! Wahha!! Later still need to go for tuition service.. after that feel like going to mac to do some revision as i cant really concentrate at home.. When my brother is still around in Sg we always went to mac to study..HaHA .. from changi airport mac to orchard mac.. Almost all the mac in orchard we had been before!!! haha !!! Then after revision we would catch a movie then back home!!! If there is nothing nice on show we would go shopping then*Really fun* Infact the most quiet mac is at YMCA not much crowd and when comes to exam period, most of the people there were studying there either in a group or alone...BUT BUT... i doubt i will be able to go to mac to study today cause now abit CRAMP "my big aunt, sickening big aunt" Hate you!! bite you hit you!! haha !!! That's all for today!! heee

What should i do

.............How should i start. Eventually, i got no idea after All.. Pretty aimless now!! I don't even know how to face him. I know that i had been hurting him deeply throughout. But i do not have the choice. He is disappointed in the sense after all he got the answer from me yesterday. Well I'm sorry about it. Like what he said he can't force me to do the things which i do not want to do. It's true. . I do not know what to say to him even online.. Normally, just bullshit with him and asked him how is his work going on and so on.. I know how he feel but he just do not want to mention as he said mention also no point.. Sometimes, i wonder what to do to make him happy rather then seeing him "sighing" all the time.. Well do not know what to do either Alright .. brother called me now .. Talk to him to release my thoughts

Nice Lyrics: Let me Love you & I'd Rather

Mario: Let Me Love You Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, YeahMmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah Baby I just don't get it Do you enjoy being hurt? I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt You don't believe his stories You know that they're all lies Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why If I was ya man [baby you] Never worry bout [what I do]I'd be coming home [back to you]Every night, doin' you right You're the type of woman [deserves good thangs] Wrist full of diamonds [hand full of rings] Baby you're a star [I just want to show you,you are] [Chorus:]You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you ListenYour true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame Don't even know what you're worth Everywhere you go they stop and stare Cause you're bad and it shows From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know If I was ya man [baby you] Never worry bout [what I do] I'd be coming home [back to you]Every night doin' you right You're the type of woman [deserves good thangs] Wrist full of diamonds [hand full of rings]Baby you're a star [I just want to show you, you are] [Chorus:]You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Ooh Baby good love and protection Make me your selectionShow you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me.... [Bridge:]You deserve better girl [you know you deserve better]We should be together girl [baby]With me and you it's whatever girl, hey! So can we make this thing ours? [Chorus:] You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you [Mario [talking]:]Let me love you that's all you need baby ********************************************************************************* Luther Vandross: I'd Rather I thought sometime alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone) and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got a long just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart who holds my heart I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you, I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine, I'd rather have bad times with(please be mine) you, than good times with someone else(I know) I'd rather be beside you in a storm(anytime), than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby) I'd rather have hard times to gether, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart) I'd rather have bad times with you(surely), than good times with someone else(surely) I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah), than safe and warm by myself(all by myself) I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart(you know it) I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoooo.....who holds my heart

Save the Best for the Last

Sweet Mail come Again!!! there comes a time in a man's life when he wish to change the whole world to make it fit for the one he loves... i dream that i talked to you and that i heard your voice, and when i say that i really mean that i dream of you.....you became apart ofmy soul... no, you are my soul and i only live to be with you.......i love you....smile my sunshine....smile and shine my dearest sunshine Today nothing Much, Quarantine at home and wanted to study , but i ended up sleeping throughout the whole noon and know got serious headache.. *Sleep too much* Opps i even forgot about going to the POST OFFICE to send something for my brother!! NO choice i just know how to eat and sleep.. Sleep and eat...Oh !! forgot something .. i also know how to SHIT SHIT ... neh!! *COOL* Ha!!! Bryan Adams album not bad!! Thanks my papa for sending me that 1991 album..!! heee!!!!!!!!!!! NOW listening to it MAN!! Hai!! my papa just went to service his car and came home feeling sick!! Poor him... I asked him to take panadol and go to bed!! WOW ... now he is going to be piggy le!! Cute little one!! hA!! if he knows these are what i had said he will kill me off!! but i doubt he will cause he always said he dote me the most!! ha!!! *just sweet talk only ne* Chey!!都唔知是不是!! 我要妈妈了。。。(cantonese) Just now i read someone blog and he said that i had disappointed him that night!! Well I'm sorry about it!! i tried but it was too late!! Maybe at times i really can't read your big big mind! and hard to figure out what are you thinking... Maybe i never really try to read deeply into your mind and heart.. *Heee* Come on.. Dont always sigh and sigh!! *Smile* Life need to go on.. U keep sighing and sighing you will have a hard time to pass.. and keep thinking on all those business and stuff!! I might not be able to be your clown to make you laugh and smile when you are down.. But i will try at least and i will be there to support you no matter what you wanted to work on.. I know i might be busy when you need someone to talk to or go out with!! But do not know why whenever you want to talk to me or go out with me * im always on something*... maybe really wrong timing!! *SMILE AND SMILE* heeee!!! *****Don't UNHAPPY LE OK****** your year coming .. will be a good year for you!! Do what u had decided with your BIG KIND HEART!!! Nice lyric to share: Save the Best for the Last By Vanessa Williams Sometimes the snow comes down in june Sometimes the sun goes round the moon I see the passion in your eyes Sometimes it's all a big surprise cause there was a time when all I did was wish You'd tell me this was love It's not the way I hoped or how I planned But somehow it's enough And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last All of the nights you came to me When some silly girl had set you free You wondered how you'd make it through I wondered what was wrong with you cause how could you give your love to someone else And share your dreams with me Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see And now we're standing face to face Isn't this world a crazy place Just when I thought our chance had passed You go and save the best for last Sometimes the very thing you're looking for Is the one thing you can't see Sometimes the snow comes down in june Sometimes the sun goes round the moon Just when I thought our chance had passedYou go and save the best for last You went and saved the best for last

*Bad Day*

Went to bugis with Aunt today!! as she came to my house at around 10 plus in the morning i think!! cause i was still sleeping like a pig.. and was awaked by her!!! Then my dad, aunt and I went to ghim moh Block 10 to have our lunch first before going to bugis!! Hee !! i went to the bugis street temple there to buy a 护身符 for my brother. I even prayed for him that he will be able to get through his IELTS exams which is around the corner!! Tomorrow i will go to the post office to send it to him together with another post card and a keychain.. *Sicken day* i had today.. my left eye is damn irritating.. pain like hell i think is because of my len and i do not have any eye drop with me , so no choice just bear with it till i got home Another thing is that my HP is spoiled!! The screen went blackout!! *CRY* now i cant even using to trade- in !! Shit .. why it dead so fast!! *DAMN SHIT* In fact i was asleep at 10pm!!! But i was awake by my house phone !! I wanted to sleep back after answering but i kept on sneezing ... Do i told myself forget it .. Just wake up and online Unfortunately, MSN got a problem for signing in!! I tried and couple of times, finally i was able to log in.

*Ding Ding dream*

Today Orchard is full with people .. maybe today is public holiday !! Passing by LIDO , i was approached by a guy asking me whether am i studying or working.. my gosh he is selling insurance!! so i told him im still studying and bye bye!! Then i walked off!!! *do i looked that OLD?? am i aging now!! my GOD* Still remembered i was being approached by asking me to sign up for citibank credit card member!! *SICK* I'm not that OLD MAN .. im still a kid!! a spoilt brat !! hahaha Hmmm saw that mickey mouse sling bag is 99 bucks and after 10% discount is 89.10 ..*nearly bought it* but in the end i didnt as my fren told me that it's too ex .. ask me go buy my levis.. Hmm i was thinking it is quite ex too .. not worth it !! Went to takashimya that LEVIS store to buy my 599 jeans.. hee *yippy* i even bought postcards to send to my lovely brother .. and a cute little snoopy memo clip!! ha!! HAPPY HAPPY!!! I just sent him one bear postcard today and i wrote lots of rubbish stuff again as usual!! hee .. last mth i did send him one.. this mth i send again!! *so fun* heee Arh !! i wanna buy another pair of sneakers CAN I !! but im bankrupt now !! *sob sob* Now i wanna buy a sling bag at hush hush!!! but will i regret after buying it *still wondering* But i doubt so !! cause the design is not bad !! Hmm when will my brother become rich ?? so that he can buy me that LV sling bag which i wanted long long long ago!! heee .. what a greedy sister am i !!! Cause he said that if he earned alot he will buy for me !! well should i trust him.... i think i got to wait till the heaven drop down man!! haz!!!! *STOP DREAMING SPOILT BRAT* time to wake UP!!! But i really wonder.. when can i get that LV bag ma !! heee ..... *SAVE UP* then telling myself again!!! Why am i a BIG MONEY SPENDER !! can i SAVE UP!!! i also dont know ... just love spending and spending .. I would save up definitely but its always saving up to target on SOMETHING Haha .. are these known as saving up!! *COOL*

Precious

I wondered why no matter we are not seeing each other for quite sometimes My heart and soul will still belong to you I'll be feeling lonely without you But baby life need to move on And I need to be strong You know it's not easy to do it Well I'll try But I need someone there to Love and care for me Tears turn into smile once I see you It's funny how things come about At times you might disappoint me and upset me But I'll never feel lost And that is what you had gave me I'll cherish this and cherish you even more Then now I will never bury this smile and happiness moment with you Instead I will bury my tears and fears into the lonely heart of mine You are the one who keep the dream alive I can feel that you are shouting for my name from a thousand miles I have finally found the one Who will be there for me And I know that your heart is always with me all the while I had found my place It's the place of everlasting Right by your side And in your heart.. I love you always. You are my precious which no one can replace in my heart